The week before my 18th B-Day, haha
I got a message from a guy on the scummiest site Ever .. Adam4Adam
The guy messages me to come outside, I pretend to walk my dog, I get in his FANCY car on the corner of some houses in my neighborhood, like a True Ho
and we drive behind some trees
We don't say , much, I am very nervous and in disbelief something I have wanted for So long is about to be happening.
He says something quick like "Well" pulls his pants down and I see this Glorious Hard D! lol It was not long but Thick.. Didn't look thick until I tasted it and I Went To TOWN on it!!!!!! Forgot the balls though, it was my first time, but never again haha. It smelt so nice, VERY STRONG though, I was surprised.. think he just got off from his job and came to me. He came quick and I tasted cum for the first time and I Love It.. Think he had to piss a lil though so that may have effected the taste.. lol TMI I know
He zips up and I get out and he zooms off
A few weeks later he Asked for more and I Quickly respond back Yes ok.. I wait for him for a while outside but then he tells me he couldn't make it so I just ended it there
Not because he bailed on me last minute and not because he was An Attractive Hairy, older, (late 30's,white) Man who Obviously had a good amount of money... But Because... He was married with kids
I know, I Know.. I was young and stupid and will Never Again in my life help a cheater gain... Just get a Fucking Divorce!
I know it may seem I am for hooking up but I WILL NEVER Hookup again! I want Love now. I wish my first time was with a person I loved
If you are weak like I was then ok.. but I HIGHLY would NOT recommend it... wasn't all that great the 5 min it lasted.. getting in strangers cars probably wasn't so smart either haha
But I Can Say! EVERY Guy I hooked up with wanted More haha.. I guess that will soften the lack of passion sadness for me lol