Broken hearted in Seattle.

  • mykale

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    Oct 12, 2013 5:35 AM GMT
    Ok besides being on vicadin for dental work, I just can't stop crying over this boy. He so obviously is playing with my emotions I told him to stay away from me, but he knows how to break me down then is cold to me. I think its a game for him. I don't know what to do I have no one to get advice from. I try to stay away from him, tell him to stay away from me but he keeps suckering me in. Does any one have some advice, maybe things that I can say, or do, or make it so that this doesn't hurt so bad. I know I should find someone else but its not that easy, don't go to gay clubs I'm not a casual sex hookup type besides that won't make me feel better I'm just feeling lost and alone.icon_cry.gif
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    Oct 12, 2013 5:38 AM GMT
    Are you referring to the possible bipolar semi-boyfriend that would disappear for months and then show up at your door randomly?
  • mykale

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    Oct 12, 2013 5:45 AM GMT
    Yes, you read my other thread I see. I no im a sucker icon_sad.gif also I believe bipolar is a real problem but I don't believe he actually has that. maybe he has mood swings but not to the point of needing meds. I think he is just getting off on building my trust just to stand me up and ignore me. feel like such a fool for falling for it every time.
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    Oct 12, 2013 5:51 AM GMT
    Time to move on. Focus on yourself. Go out, meet new people, and socialize. icon_biggrin.gif
  • mykale

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    Oct 12, 2013 6:38 AM GMT
    Yeah I know, I'm regretting starting this thread now. I'm just being fucked with and am acting foolish.
  • AMoonHawk

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    Oct 12, 2013 7:33 AM GMT
    Tell him I'm your new bf and I don't want him coming round you no more icon_twisted.gif
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    Oct 12, 2013 11:35 AM GMT
    Welcome to Seattle. The mix of meth and passive aggressive crazy hardly ever ends with simplicity.
  • mykale

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    Oct 12, 2013 2:10 PM GMT
    AMoonHawk saidTell him I'm your new bf and I don't want him coming round you no more icon_twisted.gif
    well that really wouldn't be a lie you know, I mean if course you are my Internet bf icon_smile.gif Thx talk like that makes me feel all warm icon_smile.gif
  • mykale

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    Oct 12, 2013 2:15 PM GMT
    madfacts saidWelcome to Seattle. The mix of meth and passive aggressive crazy hardly ever ends with simplicity.
    man you said it, funny you say that, I called him out on doing meth he denied it fervently. but you saying that somehow now I think he's lying. that's the classic symptoms of meth heads. great what's going to break into my car and steal my stereo now.
  • mykale

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    Oct 13, 2013 8:01 AM GMT
    Arrrg Im So glad this thread is dead, I have been cringing every time I check it!! I really regret even starting it.
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    Oct 13, 2013 1:23 PM GMT
    What is it aboot this guy that keeps you going back?

    ...Maybe you are the type that has to get knocked down and dragged out before you make necessary changes?

    I can't imagine turning forty and having some player toy with my head..

    This guy had better be really handsome, wealthy, hung..with an amazing tongue.. icon_confused.gif

    Hand this guy a Play Station and send him on his way.

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    Oct 13, 2013 3:16 PM GMT
    mykale saidArrrg Im So glad this thread is dead, I have been cringing every time I check it!! I really regret even starting it.


    Unless I'm not seeing something, the previous post in this thread before the one I just quoted was also from you @ Oct 12, 2013 10:15 AM.

    So you've just revived your own dead thread to say you regret starting it? And isn't this thread about a person who keeps starting up with you only to bury you again?

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  • Import

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    Oct 13, 2013 3:29 PM GMT
    Maybe u should go on an "eat, pray, love" type of adventure like Julia Roberts did in that movie. It totally helped her find the meaning of life and she didnt need no man to feel happy. She had Hindu experiences and life-lessons from swami's to fall back on.

    Also, forage for food and eat locally grown organic type of stuff. It'll help you look healthier and therefore hotter.

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    Oct 13, 2013 3:45 PM GMT
    Import saidMaybe u should go on an "eat, pray, love" type of adventure like Julia Roberts did in that movie. It totally helped her find the meaning of life and she didnt need no man to feel happy. She had Hindu experiences and life-lessons from swami's to fall back on.

    Also, forage for food and eat locally grown organic type of stuff. It'll help you look healthier and therefore hotter.



    "Also, forage for food and eat locally grown organic type of stuff. It'll help you look healthier and therefore hotter. "

    Hahahahaha! I am laughing. Too much comedy lol. Incredible.
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    Oct 13, 2013 3:46 PM GMT
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    Oct 13, 2013 3:47 PM GMT
    mykale, communicate and establish what you want in the relationship. If you cannot compromise then I suppose move on and find another guy.
  • mykale

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    Oct 13, 2013 6:51 PM GMT
    I knew this was going to become the burn on mykale, maybe secretly that's why I started the thread also massive amounts of vicodin for my aching tooth. I should probably mention I just came out of an 18 year relationship and I'm so lost right now.
  • mykale

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    Oct 13, 2013 7:01 PM GMT
    Anocxu saidWhat is it aboot this guy that keeps you going back?

    ...Maybe you are the type that has to get knocked down and dragged out before you make necessary changes?

    I can't imagine turning forty and having some player toy with my head..

    This guy had better be really handsome, wealthy, hung..with an amazing tongue.. icon_confused.gif

    Hand this guy a Play Station and send him on his way.

    yeah he is hung, we have almost everything in common, same hometown, same background, same interests, we're both vegan and in a minority group where we live. We have been best friends for years we came out to each other, he's accepting of all my kinks and even likes them because he likes who I am. everything was perfect I could just be with him forever. untreated bipolar equals bad as far as relationships go. so there you go I should answer that.
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    Oct 13, 2013 9:08 PM GMT
    I thought legal weed would begin to kill off the disease that seems to affect so many people in Seattle, this drama martyr syndrome that is so silly. First you post all about this mess and then you continue to post about this mess and how sad you are about posting about this mess? Start smoking more pot and turn off your computer.