Oct 12, 2013 5:35 AM GMT
Ok besides being on vicadin for dental work, I just can't stop crying over this boy. He so obviously is playing with my emotions I told him to stay away from me, but he knows how to break me down then is cold to me. I think its a game for him. I don't know what to do I have no one to get advice from. I try to stay away from him, tell him to stay away from me but he keeps suckering me in. Does any one have some advice, maybe things that I can say, or do, or make it so that this doesn't hurt so bad. I know I should find someone else but its not that easy, don't go to gay clubs I'm not a casual sex hookup type besides that won't make me feel better I'm just feeling lost and alone.