Kay... I have to share this with somebody.

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    Oct 19, 2013 11:32 AM GMT
    This will scare people. We have a truly disturbed individual in our midst - his current username is bambamgigolo. Source:

    yesterday night, i tried to go a gay bar and things didn't turn out the way that they did. went on the highway playing musiq soulchild's second album. then came back playing hot panda's second album and blink 182's self titled album. all those albums are meaningful to me. drove came back, my night was ruined, was a bit annoyed, depressed whatever the fuck you want to say. a mix of emotion that was really fucking kicking my A-S-S.

    went to bed after watching the wire's 6 episode of season 3 and browsing around on netflix. i went to bed playing a little bit of music. can't recall exactly what i was listening to but whatever it was.. i was angry, upset and sad at the same fucking time. i was sound asleep.

    then came the craziness. i went to sleep. don't remember exactly what happened but whatever the fuck it was.. i had some creepy ass nightmares that i'm trying to figure out why i had those thoughts or whatever. i can't remember the beginning of the dream but what i do know was that i was strolling around the neighborhood i guess, some neighborhood elsewhere. before i know it, i'm in a school and then a bloodbath ensues. it was some serious scary shit. it wasn't me that was behind everything though. what happened was there was some street war between folks from baltimore, maryland and washington d.c. in the middle of maryland and this school had the showdown. the folks from d.c. came in full force armed to the tee with guns and whatever you can name and aired the whole place out. you have folks that were from baltimore who weren't armed or prepared for the gunfight. some of them were fighting back with whatever they could get their hands on while the rest went around to seek cover from the shooting that was going on. i was in the middle of the whole entire mess. i saw a lot of dead bodies, shooting victims, blood, guts and whatever you can name as a result of the mess. at some point, i got involved where i started to get involved in the killing myself as a means of self defense and protecting the baltimore folks that were under attack. keep this in mind, THERE WERE KIDS, WOMEN, MEN THAT HAD ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS SHIT LIKE ME AND THEY WERE SCARED FOR THEIR LIVES. those d.c. folks were ruthless. they were killing everybody in that spot. they didn't give a fuck about anybody. what was even more sickening was that there were kids, women, and men that were apart of that dc mob that were trying to do the whole massacre thing. i couldn't believe it at all. i seen a kid that was 10 years old, posing with a gun, all talking about "we're going to kill all you guys". he was only 10.

    so describing my first kill, i can't remember exactly what i did but it was some dude that was trying to kill me. i think i had a gun, knife or something and i killed the dude. i think i killed 2 people at one time in the dream in some room. now here's the sick part that even made me sick to my stomach in the dream and for real. kind of cringing saying it. at some point after i killed those folks that were trying to kill me, i don't know if i chopped them up or if they had been cut up by someone else. i took one of those body parts like a leg or something and ate a chunk of flesh out of it. IT TASTED NASTY AS FUCK!!!! i swallowed one bite but i couldn't stomach another. i threw up, vomited all over the place and then the actualization of everything just hit me at that point. SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH ME! I WASN'T RIGHT. WHY THE FUCK AM I TRYING TO EAT SOMEBODY? WHAT WOULD POSSESS ME TO DO SOMETHING SOME HORRIFIC? I'M FUCKED!!!

    so after that whole entire disaster where i became a murderer in my dream, i guess i lost all hope or dignity because i started to get my homicidal maniac on. there were some dc folks that ran up on me in some jeeps and other vehicles. i had a handgun with a silencer on me and everyone in the car up. i shot like two dudes and a woman in one car. i threw someone's torso at one of the people that i killed before i killed them. it was horrible. however, i guess i got past that stage where i was disgusted by my own actions because i simply didn't give a fuck. i kept on shooting at the rivals, killing them, making sure that none of them ran into the school and that everyone was safe. shit was terrible. don't know why i thought of that. i will admit that i have some thoughts in my head that are really bothering me as of late and they're unwanted thoughts that i think have to do with my OCD i guess. shit is fucked up. don't remember what happened at the end but i woke up to take a leak.

    anyways, i woke up at like 5 in the morning to take a piss. listened to some music again, felt very depressed about what i dreamt and was like damn.. why the fuck or what the fuck would possess me to dream of something so horrible like that.

    however, my dream was over yet. went right back to sleep and then dreamed that i was chilling with a former coworker of mine. she had the same name BUT she didn't look the same. she was driving a nissan maxima and we were going to walmart or some store to buy a ps4 or something for her. she went in but i was waiting outside, sitting around some benches for her and etc. eventually, for some strange reason, britney spears and justin timbaland pop up in my dream in some rich expensive car. next thing you know, i go from being outside to being in a mansion. we're all chilling inside and i'm playing the ps4 though the tv was off. i think i was changing my clothes when all of a sudden my coworker, justin timbaland and britney spears all went away in britney's brand new car which looked like one of those volkswagon mini rides. it had like those blue lights on the front. you know those shiny ones that were made in recent times. i'm there thinking that everything is all good or whatever. i'm telling them to hold up, wait for me, don't fucking drive off without me and BOOM, they just drive away. hit the highway that was right next to walmart without me. shit was fucked up, man. i was like damn... these people left me behind. don't know where they were going but they left me behind. then i see this jeep pull up with 5 young women that had to be college aged slowly pull up. they look at me and start laughing. then they get out this car and go over to this gamestop. one of them and me started talking and i explain to them the situation that britney spears stole some shit from me and how pissed off i was. she told me to chill out and be calm. i was too angry to chill out. i robbed everything from that mansion including the ps4 because i thought that it belonged to britney spears and i dipped. shit was fucked up. so i bounced right in my brother's car that suddenly popped up out of nowhere for some reason and left.

    not liking these dreams that i'm having. weird shit.
  • KepaArg

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    Oct 19, 2013 11:46 AM GMT
    .....what the fuck!
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    Oct 19, 2013 12:00 PM GMT
    Scary. Zombie like...
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    Oct 19, 2013 12:03 PM GMT
    yep he is crazy and had him blocked for ages.
    What's interesting is the number of people here that keep pandering to him
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    Oct 19, 2013 2:41 PM GMT
    Someone NEEDS help....and it sounds like the police in his listed town should be made aware of this very disturbed posting.....just saying.....icon_rolleyes.gif
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    Oct 19, 2013 2:46 PM GMT
    oh my.....

    I actually feel sorry for him. He's a tortured soul and will prob end up doing some crazy shit like what he described in his dreams. It's a shame no one can force him to get mental health help. Dude sounds like a potential psycho.
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    Oct 19, 2013 2:56 PM GMT
    ViciousRumor said
    Import saidoh my.....

    I actually feel sorry for him. He's a tortured soul and will prob end up doing some crazy shit like what he described in his dreams. It's a shame no one can force him to get mental health help. Dude sounds like a potential psycho.


    If he lived in Florida we could have him Baker acted.

    Florida needs to have a baker act law....bunch of oddballs and crazies down there. Yall need that shit.
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    Oct 19, 2013 3:05 PM GMT
    Incendiary saidThis will scare people. We have a truly disturbed individual in our midst - his current username is bambamgigolo. Source


    I've observed that this site is full of disturbed individuals. Some of them band together in packs like angry little girls and gang up on others, while some are just loners and just keep marching to their own drummer. Makes for quite an entertaining place.
  • The_Guruburu

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    Oct 19, 2013 3:14 PM GMT
    They're just dreams, guys. The mind's way of talking with the conscious and subconscious parts.

    Heck, plenty of people willingly watch movies or play games depicting these same horrendous things (not to mention the people that actually create these forms of ehm, entertainment)—while they're fully conscious. No one's crying "insanity" at them.
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    Oct 19, 2013 3:26 PM GMT
    The_Guruburu saidThey're just dreams, guys.



    Yes they are indeed.


    So....what's the problem here?
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    Oct 19, 2013 3:34 PM GMT
    No one's noticed who the OP is??? He's one of the worst provocateurs and attention whores here, with the right-wing crap he ladles out given the slightest chance. icon_rolleyes.gif

    If his concern was sincere he would've gone directly to a moderator, privately, and made no mention of it here. The mods can make the call on whether someone needs medical assistance or a visit from the cops. And they can have anyone's location traced by IP number.

    Done with this thread!
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    Oct 19, 2013 3:35 PM GMT
    Incendiary saidThis will scare people. We have a truly disturbed individual in our midst - his current username is bambamgigolo. Source:

    You are easily one of the biggest losers on RJ. Which is saying something, because there are many on here. Get a life.
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    Oct 19, 2013 3:42 PM GMT
    Incendiary saidThis will scare people. We have a truly disturbed individual in our midst - his current username is incendiary
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    Compared to you, Frosty, pazzy is as benevolent as Santa Claus
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    Oct 19, 2013 3:43 PM GMT
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    Incendiary saidThis will scare people. We have a truly disturbed individual in our midst - his current username is incendiary
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    Compared to you, Frosty, pazzy is as benevolent as Santa Claus


    I see what you did there! icon_lol.gif
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    Oct 19, 2013 4:09 PM GMT
    You write some oddly violent stuff sometimes, Pazzy, but for some reason I still love ya! icon_wink.gif
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    Oct 19, 2013 5:07 PM GMT
    I find it creepier that you would post someone's blog here and try to get some mess started about it, seriously, what are you trying to accomplish? This is just plain trouble making.
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    Oct 19, 2013 7:11 PM GMT
    meninlove said
    The_Guruburu saidThey're just dreams, guys.



    Yes they are indeed.


    So....what's the problem here?


    this ^^^ our minds have the ability to dream all sorts of crap. Could be the remnants of a show you watched ages ago.
    I wouldnt get to worked up.... .. relax, have a bite!!! HAHAHAHAHA..
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    Oct 19, 2013 7:19 PM GMT
    Kay, who read more than 2 sentences?
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    Oct 19, 2013 7:30 PM GMT
    Dreaming is a deeper part of the mind. the unconscious trying to share with you. you are not psychotic. ! the mind creates images and feelings,even tastes and smells that you will react to
    if something isn't right in your life the subconscious will be the first to let you know.
    tap into that part of the mind pay closer attention to what it is trying to tell you
    find the triggers and change them. the music or the setting or the people what ever it is. change is growth ;growth is life

    (great visual narrative btw =])
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    Oct 19, 2013 7:37 PM GMT
    then I realized the attacker from the victims. this whole thing is visoius and child-like
    wow I think I should have read a bit closer
    Slander and mud slinging would the two of you just fuck and get it over with ugh
    silly me
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    Oct 19, 2013 7:44 PM GMT
    This loser posting crap about others again. Why am i not surprised. Get a life pal.
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    Oct 19, 2013 8:25 PM GMT
    somersault saidKay, who read more than 2 sentences?

    Ha!
    Not me.
    (You slay me again - but not in the dream way.)
    I've never been interested in people's dreams but I'm very interested in recurring dreams. That's gotta mean something.
    Also, recurring dreams are prophetic.
    Once a night I'll dream that I have to go to the bathroom and when I wake up... I do!
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    Oct 19, 2013 8:29 PM GMT
    I had a dream my dad's new girlfriend kicked my childhood dog so I took a bat to her.


    /shrug
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    Oct 19, 2013 8:41 PM GMT
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    somersault saidKay, who read more than 2 sentences?


    Once a night I'll dream that I have to go to the bathroom and when I wake up... I do!

    Once a night I'll dream that I have to go to the bathroom and when I wake up... I'm all wet icon_sad.gif
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    Oct 19, 2013 11:03 PM GMT
    Some of you are pathetic. Posting bad things about others and bullying, yet you cry whenever you find something offensive. Hypocrites.