Oct 29, 2013 2:54 AM GMT
I'm desperate and foolish. A drop dead gorgeous messages me on Jack'd asking to hang out. I kindly accept. We spend dinner and movie together; he's a nice independent guy. Now I can't stop thinking about him. I want him and I'll do anything for him. I would change the way I live and move for him. I am desperate and wreached mess. He tells me he can't accept my compliments; says he's not worthy when I called him a great guy. Why do looks have such power over me? Maybe if he was a regular looking guy, I wouldn't be quick to say what I did. I can't say anymore to him. Im too ashamed.