Nov 08, 2013 1:27 PM GMT
Help! My straight best friend of 12 plus years and I made out. We had been drinking and he got mad at me over something and walked out of my apartment. I chased him down because I didn't want him walking home that far at night alone. So after following him around and him telling me to go away he finally gave in and came back to my apartment. He accused me of not trusting him and not cAring about him which is not true. We just lost a friend who got hit by a car who was really close to him so he's been a lil stressed. When we got back to my apartment I told him I did care about him and loved him. He then started crying because I guess he was feeling sad about his life and about our friend that just died. So I hugged him and told him I love him and he can trust me. He kept trying to act like I didn't care about him so I finally said if prove it and grabbed him and kissed him. Like a peck. But it didn't end there. Next thing you know we are standing up and I grabbed him again and kissed him. He kissed me back and then we were making out. It felt amazing because I've wanted to kiss my friend for yeArs and years. He pressed up against me. After about 6 minutes we left to the store and held hands the whole way there and the whole way back. The next morning I dropped him off at home and got a message on Facebook pretty much very unhappy saying I took advantage of him while he was messed up and how he isn't with that "gay" shit and how he will beat my ass if I ever pull something like that again. Etc etc etc. Then he disabled his Facebook account. He tried to say I kissed him after he said no which is not true because he kissed me back and it was mutual. He says he doesn't remember much blah blah blah and didn't remember anything until after I dropped him off. I can't get in contact with him and I really care about him in general he's like a brother to me we've been through a lot together. What do I do now?