Jan 05, 2014 12:25 PM GMT
I recently told my mom that I gay. She cried for hrs wanting to know why she cant have a normal life blah blah blah. That kinda went away because she pretended like i never told her. In her mind it never happened. Then the other day she said something to the effect of i dont want a bf or any gay crap in this house. Heres the thing I am not the type of guy to have a parade about this . No offense to anybody who does. Im just not that type . Plus honestly if its not serious I wouldnt even talk about my bf or for that matter if i was straight gf with my family. When I was in deep denial i had a cousin who was a lesbian. I remember making fun of her because I was insecure about myself. The same woman, my mom, said to me I shouldnt make fun of her and she deserves respect and i need to stop acting like an ass. I remember one time when I was little too and going through denial I asked her if i was gay would she still love me. Her answer was yes no matter what. I am trying to figure out what changed? Why is it ok for somebody else but not for me especially since ive never ever had a gf. This is ridiculous.