Midlife crisis

  • zakariahzol

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    Dec 15, 2008 2:58 PM GMT
    I dont usually like to start a topic but probably you guys can share your opinion. Now that I am forty four, I start to feel a little bit unsure about the direction of my life. Call it mid life crisis or whatever. I keep fantasizing about a simpler life in a farm, living with nature and raising live stock. I found my self day dreaming of life that is less complicated and giving up my stressful sales/marketing job despite the job pay me well and respectability. I becoming obses with movie that deal with this subject like "The Good Years with Russel Crowe and "Under the Tuscan Sun" mostly dealing about a successful people from the city who move to some small house in the rural area and find peace and happiness there.

    Eventhough I was a farm boy, but I never really have any experience on being a farmer and not sure how to acheive such a ridiculos ambitions. Being gay, mean life will be intolerable in some conservative society where a farm community is. Further more can I even make a living being a farmer nowaday. Sometimes I feel like a fool, just like Eddie Albert in the tv series Green Arches , but somehow the thought refuse to go and I cant stop thinking about it.

    Opinion , please.
  • rnch

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    Dec 15, 2008 3:03 PM GMT
    Diane Lane was radiant in "under the tuscan sun"...i liked it so much i purchased the dvd. everytime i watch it i have the urge to loot what's left of my 401-K and move to tuscany, become str8 and ravish her. icon_lol.gif
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    Dec 15, 2008 3:22 PM GMT
    It sounds like you are examining your life, identifying what's meaningful to you, etc. This is a worthy enterprise at any age. I'm a big believer that the staus quo is not a god spot to be in for long periods of time. Good luck.