RIP. Daniel Joseph Carroll. 19 yrs. old.

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    Dec 19, 2008 8:59 PM GMT
    This goes out to my boyfriend Dan, who died early sunday morning as i slept in bed with him. the causes are still not known


    i love you so much and i still cant believe this happened.

    Daniel was a 19 year old boy who loved to party and talk to friends.
    he was the cutest boy ive ever met and i knew i would spend the rest of my life with him. What i will miss most of all are the times we would lay together in our bed before we went to sleep and you would have way too much energy to sleep even at 4 AM. you would keep me up but wed laugh about it because we knew we could just sleep late tomorrow all day with eachother.

    now i dread laying in our bed for the fear of being alone, im scared to wake up at the thought of you not being there beside me saying "waking up is hard to do" or just playing that stupid monkey ball video game that you loved so much.


    our room and my life will never be the same without you..sometimes i feel like i died too, except im the one who went to hell.


    i miss you so much, i dont know how to express it.
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    Dec 19, 2008 9:33 PM GMT
    I can't even begin to imagine what you must be feeling right now... icon_sad.gif

    *big silent hug*
  • cityguy39

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    Dec 19, 2008 9:43 PM GMT
    My heart goes out to you England, I can't imagine what your going through right now, my thoughts are with youicon_cry.gif
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:02 AM GMT
    omg i feel for you. icon_neutral.gif
  • gjoseph

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    Dec 20, 2008 12:09 AM GMT
    My thoughts & prayers go out to you
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:10 AM GMT
    That is horrible. I dont even know what to say. Stay strong. I will be sure to say a prayer for you. I dont know what I would do if that had happened to me. Again, stay strong man.
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:10 AM GMT
    WOW!!! SO sorry you're going through this....

    Many hugs from SF!!!
  • metta

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    Dec 20, 2008 12:13 AM GMT
    I'm sorry, truly sorry! Give yourself time to cope. Be especially kind to yourself.


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    And I will light a candle for you.

    To shatter all the darkness and bless the times we knew.
    Like a beacon in the night
    The flame will burn bright and guide us on our way.
    Oh, today I light a candle for you.

    The seasons come and go, and I'm weary from the change.
    I keep on moving on, you know it's not the same.
    And when I'm walking all alone
    Do you hear me call your name?
    Do your hear me sing the songs we used to sing?

    You filled my life with wonder, touched me with surprise,
    Always saw that something special deep within your eyes.
    And through the good times and the bad,
    We carried on with pride.
    I hold onto the love and life we knew.

    And I will light a candle for you.
    To shatter all the darkness and bless the times we knew.
    Like a beacon in the night
    The flame will burn bright and guide us on our way.
    Oh, today I light a candle for you.

    -Bissalama Avral



  • EricLA

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    Dec 20, 2008 12:24 AM GMT
    So sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you.
  • zakariahzol

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    Dec 20, 2008 12:29 AM GMT
    Big hug to you. But remember he in better place. You will find love again .
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:31 AM GMT



    Our hats are off.
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:32 AM GMT
    My heart goes out to you. You are in my prayers. He's in a better place. You'll see eachother again in heaven

    stay strong
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:37 AM GMT
    I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. You have my deepest sympathies.

    --Mike
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:42 AM GMT
    England, my prayers go to you and him. Im sorry about your loss. Im sure he's looking over you. May he rest in peace.
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:42 AM GMT
    I hope you find solace in knowing his last moments were spent next to someone who loved him, next to someone he loved, in a place where felt happy. A lot of people aren't so lucky.

    Be strong, kid.
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:46 AM GMT
    You said you don't know how to express how much you miss him, but you are.

    My prayers and thoughts go out to you in this time.
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:47 AM GMT
    I'm so sorry for your loss!!! I hope you're doing okay!
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:49 AM GMT
    I am so sorry. This is so sad. My deepest sympathy.
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    Dec 20, 2008 12:54 AM GMT
    I don't know what to say. Time will heal the wound.....stay strong.
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    Dec 20, 2008 1:02 AM GMT
    I'm very sorry, England89, very sorry.
  • IdkMyBffJill

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    Dec 20, 2008 1:05 AM GMT
    Caslon8000 saidI dont believe a word of this....i wanna see an obit or a cadaver with a toe tag


    Very poor taste.
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    Dec 20, 2008 1:06 AM GMT
    i am very sorry for your loss.

    my thoughts and prayers are with you.
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    Dec 20, 2008 1:07 AM GMT
    'When I die
    when my coffin
    is being taken out
    you must never think
    I am missing this world

    When you see
    my corpse is being carried
    don't cry for my leaving
    I'm not leaving
    I'm arriving at eternal love

    When you leave me
    in the grave
    don't say goodbye
    remember a grave is
    only a curtain
    for the paradise behind...'

    -Rumi


    I am very sorry for your loss England. I hope your wound will heal eventually.



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    Dec 20, 2008 1:07 AM GMT
    Deepest condolences for the loss or your friend in that way. Hopefully the great memories you made together will sustain you.
  • DiverScience

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    Dec 20, 2008 1:08 AM GMT
    Having just lost someone myself, my heart goes out to you. ::hugs::