Apr 06, 2014 1:35 AM GMT
James_Thunder_Early saidExperimenting with my finger hurts, so anything else up there is out of the question. Besides that, I like to please and being a top lets me do that. I haven't done it much, but it's been fun.
lifeduringwartime23 saidI like being a top for the chance to please. Of course the bottom pleases too and i have much respect for that. But, in a mental sense i love the feel. Of putting your penis in a guy and feeling his insides shudder. I love the feel of it, and hearing him moan when i put it in.
I love when i am going on full beast mode... and fucking hard as a rock. I can feel every movement of it inside him, i'm all about pleasing him and making sure everything is in it's right place. And hearing him yell, and moan, and beg for more. As I'm inside him and look at him and sweat. It's an amazing feeling and i get goosebumps just thinking of it. The knowledge of being fully butt ass naked... exposing yourself fully to this person. Then putting yourself inside of him... all of you... and seeing emotions express that only YOU will see at that time. The vulnerability, the fears, the anxiety all rolled into one.
And when it's of the making love variety. When me and my ex boyfriends had sex it was great. Fucking is wonderful... but making love was unique. My last boyfriend was a 5'2 Vietnamese guy. And we had beautiful love making sessions. I would speak in Japanese, and him in Vietnamese. And i would pick up his entire body, hold it, and make love to him. We talked in our languages and i would put all of me in him. He would look afraid sometimes... cause i was bigger than him. Then he would look confident, cool, relaxed and would moan so loud. We would look into each others eyes as i thrust over and over and over. And i make him cum without touching and he still wants more... and i end up cuming 3 times. Then we cuddle after.
That was long... and probably TMI. But it's the reason i personally like toping. It's spiritual, scary, beautiful, crazy, psychotic, and sweat.