Armiger saidI fell in love once and hated it, I never want to do it again, is there any sort of mental conditioning, or some neurological alternating substances I can take. Nothing can be worse than falling in love with another person.
Please, no jokes.
I take it your love is unrequited? Even secret, perhaps? Or is it worse than that, totally fucked up?
I have loved and I have lost--literally--as in dead, lost--and even as in insane, lost--and I *would* do it all over again. You can not know the depth of what it means to be a human being if you DO NOT fEEL all of it. Must I name them, these depths, for you to even contemplate what they might be?
Ok so you have a broken heart. Congratulations! Welcome to the human race! Now, give yourself a little time to mope around and be all dark, hopeless and dreary, and then just get the fuck over it. Shit happens. You not special.
Oh, yeah, of course you can become an alcoholic or drug addict or commit suicide very, very slowly, and painfully, if you are into that sort of thing. I don't recommend it though. Maybe a couple grams of dried psilocybe cubensis blended up with papaya juice or something. That'll get your mind off your problems for a few hours. But other than that, ehh.