Feeling kinda suicidal...

  • Nearon

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    May 26, 2014 10:07 PM GMT
    I don't give a shit about these people anymore. I failed two of my midterms and I'm gonna have to drop out and attend junior college in my hometown. On my way back home, my roommate barely acknowledged me as I packed my shit. They were all just so nonchalant about me leaving for the summer. Then my dad calls me and tells me nobody will be home once I get off the train back home. I have to catch three buses and walk two miles to get home. My older brother is a bum and doesn't drive so he can't pick me up.

    Life sucks..

    jennifer lawrence..

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  • 1AlanZSky

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    May 26, 2014 10:10 PM GMT
    HUGS.

    You will be fine. Ok, well sometimes it might not be fine, but things will get better... hopefully... but we are here to support you. What is the reason you failed? Hard course?
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    May 26, 2014 10:11 PM GMT
    You have officially jumped the shark. icon_rolleyes.gif
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    May 26, 2014 10:13 PM GMT
    It seems like a ton of drama at the time but trust me, life gets better. I couldn't wait until I turned 30 because, for me, it meant a lot more control of my life for a variety of reasons. When I was 20 I just remember my life being full if major stress with no one I could talk to. Hang in and just make long term plans for what you want and map out how to need to get there.
  • creature

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    May 26, 2014 10:25 PM GMT
    Nearon,

    Nothing is worth taking your own life. Don't give people or incidents in your life that much power to end it.
  • Webster666

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    May 26, 2014 10:26 PM GMT
    It's okay to have suicide on your list of things to do, as long as you try everything else first.

    When everything seems to be standing in your way, you're most likely headed down the wrong path. You didn't fail. You just took a wrong turn.

    I expect that there's something wonderful waiting for you at the Junior College you mentioned.

    I hope that you're at home by now.
    Give it a few days for the shock to wear off.
    Then, decide what to do.

    I had a similar college experience. But, I transferred to another college, and everything went WAY better. I graduated with a 3.5 average.

    Don't give up.

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    May 26, 2014 10:32 PM GMT
    Hey, that's rough dude. I'll be the first one to say it: you are not the only one to bomb an exam. Hang your head for a bit, get over it and hit the books. Don't get discouraged and give up: that's when you truly fail.

    It's shitty that your roommates are apathetic about you; maybe you just got mixed in with the wrong bunch. I had a brother/brother relationship with my roommate and we kind of looked out for each other. It wasn't always like that though and I've been through a few that were just kind of, odd. Or maybe I was the odd one? Who knows.

    College is a crazy time but the best advice that I can give you is to finish up what you've started. Doesn't matter what it is, get your degree. There's no feeling in the world like walking across that stage and getting your diploma. Life happens.
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    May 26, 2014 11:16 PM GMT
    Wow, cheer up. There's always a bright side. You just have to look for it. Cheers,
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    May 26, 2014 11:21 PM GMT
    Can you take a train or get a ride to the Beach?

    Fresh salt air always cheers me up!!!

    Turbulent 20's are common. Your best days are ahead of you

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    May 26, 2014 11:21 PM GMT
    OK, no need to think about suicide. There are great resources to help you bring you out of your sadness. I'm not sure RJ is your best option though icon_sad.gif
  • venue35

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    May 26, 2014 11:34 PM GMT
    Let me quote jarlan : "you'll be fine".icon_confused.gif
  • bigtits

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    May 26, 2014 11:55 PM GMT
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    May 27, 2014 1:39 AM GMT
    don't give up things change, stay positive
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    May 27, 2014 2:15 AM GMT
    you and your threads icon_rolleyes.gif
  • Nearon

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    May 27, 2014 2:20 AM GMT
    owl_bundy saidstop trolling the message board, breh. you did the same shit at hypebeast forums and got your account suspended.


    You're not masculine, dummy, stop pretending. Stop cloning my style, rock-face.

    And stop following me from thread to thread you obsessive idiot. YOU ARE OBSESSED WITH ME!

    Yeah, I posted on HB...they had a problem with me being gay and thought I was trolling/pretending to be gay so they banned me...Congrats on you finding that out, loser. You really went out of your way to do reverse google searches to dig up that information...to prove what? that I'ma troll? Well, I AM NOT troll...sorry

    Sorry you have no life and keep stalking me from thread to thread.

    HOP OF MY DICK, BUM BITCH!
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    May 27, 2014 2:27 AM GMT
    Life can be a bitch, i know now, but give it a chance because you're still young, I think suicide is ok as a last ditch effort to end extreme suffering, I don't think that's you
  • Nearon

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    May 27, 2014 2:51 AM GMT
    owl_bundy said
    Nearon said
    owl_bundy saidstop trolling the message board, breh. you did the same shit at hypebeast forums and got your account suspended.


    You're not masculine, dummy, stop pretending. Stop cloning my style, rock-face.

    And stop following me from thread to thread you obsessive idiot. YOU ARE OBSESSED WITH ME!

    Yeah, I posted on HB...they had a problem with me being gay and thought I was trolling/pretending to be gay so they banned me...Congrats on you finding that out, loser. You really went out of your way to do reverse google searches to dig up that information...to prove what? that I'ma troll? Well, I AM NOT troll...sorry

    Sorry you have no life and keep stalking me from thread to thread.

    HOP OF MY DICK, BUM BITCH!


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    i ain't hearing that weak shit because it's lies. you basically made the same type of spammy and trolling threads like you do in here like how you did on there for attention. hell, i don't even think you're gay as your thread history on that site has some weird shit. you're more than likely a straight guy that's trolling us for laughs. nothing but attention whoring.. "the guys at the mall were about to jump me because they thought i was checking them out" or your other made up stories with your roommate. yeah, i seen that shit as well as some other folks in here. the only difference is that they got tired of your ass and shitcanned you so don't come on here trying to switch the lingo up, talking like you serious with your spamming and trolling, ho.



    Yeah, I am a straight guy trolling a gay message board. You make absolutely no sense you ugly fool.

    Even if what you're saying is true, why do you give a shit???? get a life of your own, make your own topics, stop raping the shit outta my quote button you sickly-looking bum!

    Everything I've posted on both hype beast and this site are not made up. Who does that? Even I'm not that bored.
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    May 27, 2014 2:56 AM GMT
    It's time to start looking for and filling your life with people who are -worth- being a part of your life, yeah? Rather than those that have no value.
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    May 27, 2014 2:56 AM GMT
    I know know how you feel actually. I had a great time when I went for lunch but the past 2 days I've been feeling so pointless. I'm quite certain suicide is not the right choice for you though unless you really have no hope for things getting better at all.
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    May 27, 2014 3:41 AM GMT
    “Nothing is permanent in this wicked world, not even our troubles.”
    -Charles Chaplin
  • DGlitch

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    May 27, 2014 12:47 PM GMT
    Don't feel bad life is time as it ticks on the 24 belt of what you seek and Life has lots to give when you see rightfully of what you seek my child.

    Always feel free in being lost icon_wink.gif whenever, its a matter of understanding what is of the invert prospect of life.

    When life feels ugly, just be mind there's beauty on the other side for you to enjoy. icon_wink.gif
  • the_big_boy

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    Jun 20, 2014 9:46 AM GMT
    I hope you are feeling better man. How are things going for you?
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    Jun 20, 2014 11:49 AM GMT
    Failing at something sucks. Failing to learn from failure sucks even worse.