I think it varies from person to person. I mean, I have thought about and even tried to kill myself before in the past. I remember I was a sophomore in high school and just going through a depressive period. I remember coming home one day after school and trying to create a noose for myself in either the bathroom or bedroom (I can't remember sadly). But after I was done, I just couldn't go through with it so I didn't proceed with it.
They say that it leaves an aftermath to your family when you commit suicide but my family isn't big. All it consists of is my dad and brother and sometimes, I do doubt that they would care if I disappeared. And I don't have any close friends so in reality, I really don't think I'd be hurting anyone if I died.
OF course, I try to look on the bright side of things these days. Thinking that in time, situations will change and be better but you have to stick around in order to see it. That's how I see it. I admit, I do have my suicidal days but whenever that happens, I just kick on my ipod, lie down and just think about the future of what could be. Usually works every time.
Some people who ridicule those who contemplated suicide, just don't know what exactly the person is feeling so it's easy for them to make fun of them.
But I do support your message, it's a good one.
Nerpalicious said Dont like saying it but i had suicidal thoughts, i ended up in the back of an er unit as first priority il call it which is when they put me ahead of everyone else in the emergercency room, i took vikes along with drinkig just so i can do it without feeling then i just huffed anf huffed a whole can od computer duster trying to poison myself... Ive tries it cuz my parents reaction of them finding out i was into dudes was totaly not cool and living with that reaction for almost a whole month it just built up and tried ending it. Anyways i layed uncontious on the floor after trying to kill myself that day as my grandma and sisters say. I was also with a super high breathing rate which the doctors tried controlling with some bubble thing, then started injecting me with poison reversing meds, ripping my expensive cloths to get by body exposed.... Like 12 nurses around me rushing doing whatever they had to do to me -.- ummm! Defently not worth it!! Expecialy after hearing that grandma tried giving cpr while you were unconcious lol... Anyways as dead serious i was about killing myself that day, today i look back and relized how dumb it was to try, i know one thing forsure is if i did suceed that day, my parents would have defently killed them selves cuz im there "life" as they always call me.
I'm very glad you didn't die that day. I hope that life has gotten a little better for you since then.