Musicman91 saidLately I have just been feeling so angry I have an urge to kill someone. I don't know just people who annoy me when I'm out I look at them and think about killing them in a very violent way. I envision it. I know it's not normal so I don't know what to do and how not to be so angry all the time. Anyone else feel this way?
No it's not normal at all. They are not "just people" they are human beings, someone loves them. Someone loves you. Don't devalue them, or yourself. Reach out to what you don't understand. Through them as people, personify them as individuals. Understand them. Everyone is annoying at times, even you! It's a human condition.
WHY are you angry? These people, annoying as people can be, are not the source of your anger. Annoying people are just that, annoying! Nothing to kill for. Certainly there would be repercussions for you too. I laugh and let it go....and they are gone in a few seconds. Killing someone who is merely annoying, ironically only attaches you to them...for all time. There is a much larger issue here. I can not say what
but you need to find out fast. Seek clinical help. Now.
Edit: I read a post you made about Ann B Davis' death from the Partridge Family. You HAVE empathy. You can
feel that for everyone, even strangers, annoying you.