xrichx saidIt's not uncommon for guys OP's age to be out partying and wanting to fuck everything that moves.
The key is finding a balance between mindless fun and meaningful activities/interests. At such a young age, it's important to meet as many new people as possible. Somewhere along the way, you'll filter out all the worthless ones and establish friendships with the ones that have common interests.
Don't be discouraged. Go out and have fun once in a while. Also, like someone suggested earlier, join some social clubs. Go out and meet people, make new friends. Gay or straight. Doesn't matter. Some of those straight friends might also have gay friends they can introduce you to.
Definitely some truth and overall good advise, however please remember you are an individual and have the right to have your view on life. Many gay men overtime become 'gay clones' through over indulgence in the gay scene life and loose who they are.
Please enjoy yourself but as hard as it may sometimes be you will be much happier sticking to your personal morals in the long run. Gay culture is based on sexualising of males and when your young and cute the attention you get is intoxicating and that is where people start to try to change themselves to keep chasing the 'admiration' fix to make themselves feel more secure.
I myself have experienced what you say your going through and so will others but I made sure if found a way to meet good people and to still enjoy doing what I like doing instead of just wilting to the 'bitches' who put people down because you may dare to have interests that they don't consider 'gay
especially sports or other activities more commonly perceive as only being enjoyed by str8 men.
There are guys like you but usually not found on the scene and they are harder to reach but you will find then by being yourself and not a 'scene clone' ( referring to the clubs and SOP as well as internet dating/hook up sites.