allalib96 saidNo matter what I do, I can't find an attractive guy that loves me as much as I love him. I've never had sex, never had a boyfriend, and never even kissed anyone. All this is making me anxious about being alone forever. I just really wanna meet an attractive good guy. Any pointers?
Usually the dating, kissing and sex come BEFORE you develop love for someone. Love is the product, not the preliminary. What you think is love may actually be a strong attraction.
And at 18 you are too young to already be "anxious about being alone forever". That kind of attitude will make you appear desperate to other guys, and trying too hard. Most of them don't want love at your ages, they want buds to hang around with, do guy stuff together (and maybe gay), possibly some casual sex, the classic friends with benefits arrangement.
(And BTW, since you're a novice, before you have any gay sex make sure you're well versed in safe sex. And know what the different STD risks are for different kinds of activities)
If guys sense you wanna drag them to the altar on your first date they'll avoid you like the plague. Your goals right now should be simple and modest - find some guys to chill with, little more. And for that they don't have to be physically attractive, which widens the available pool. As you all get to know each other better these relationships may develop into something more meaningful, or maybe not.
But at least you've got some companionship, to keep you from becoming lonely & depressed. Another thing, like desperation, that will turn guys off to you.