How can I fulfill my fantasy the discrete/right way?

  • curious10101

    Posts: 3

    Aug 21, 2014 9:56 AM GMT
    So... I'm new. I'm new all around. I've been a big meathead tattood guy for a long time. However something "snapped" in me a few years ago with a breakup over am ex girlfriend and suddenly I started watching more of the cock sucking porn than the normal type I guess you could say. I posted an add on CG and found someone who physically was what I was looking for and yes I was completely drunk and I tried sucking his dick. Now, it turned me off and he left. My fault bc few months later I wanted the same thing. This time I let him body rub me and lick my hole and finger me and the whole time I had to be blindfolded so I wudnt get grossed out by seeing a man. He would roll me over on my back and rub my body and suck me but then would drop his cock in my mouth which really turned me on!! So that happened a few times over and over but never made him cum. So obviously the next phase in my fantasy would be to make a guy cum completely on my own Maybe in my mouth, or I swallow depending. Since I'm so new and a complete muscle guy only twink types do it for me. Is this wrong? I'm grossed out by anything else. How can I find that specific type or how do I go about finding the right person that's understands how I feel and that yes while I'm big, I'm new and need emotional support?? Hopefully you guys can see what I'm saying. Thank you
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    Aug 21, 2014 10:35 AM GMT
    Sounds like your best bet will be to get off the internet and into a gay bar (or other gay-majority venue). There you can meet someone to talk to and learn more about yourself.

    Doing this online will cause you to become jaded, cause most of the online guys looking for DL hookups don't care about your emotions...they just care about getting a nut and going home.
  • SilverRRCloud

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    Aug 22, 2014 7:09 PM GMT
    You may want to consider adding a bit of emotional intelligence here.

    Many of us have fantasies, and that's fine. Now, try to get your fantasy fulfilled by avoiding the notion that the other dude is simply an ancillary to your daydream. You want a twink to let you suck him to orgasm? You want to receive emotional support?

    Start by considering what is it that you are putting on the table? A twink dick to suck is dime a dozen. But getting emotional support is quite another story...

    Good things do not come easy. We all know that.

    Try to avoid being blindfolded because you do not want to be "grossed out" This is your sexual fantasy. Why are you getting grossed out over it?


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    Sep 03, 2014 3:14 PM GMT
    sounds like you need my help lol really what I have found out is that guys have turned out to be easier to talk to and they taste better too.
  • Koaa2

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    Sep 03, 2014 5:20 PM GMT
    Maybe joining one of the sites like Adam4Adam, putting your honest likes and dislikes out there, you might find a match.