I Walk The Earth

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    Aug 28, 2014 1:42 PM GMT
    Recently I was found on the floor of my apartment by police and my Case Worker who called them because I didn't answer my door. My kidneys has failed acutely because I was dehydrated and wasn't eating for a few months. I am grateful they saved my life but unfortunately what the hospital did was put my iPod with four thousand dollars worth of music I had into a damp bag which destroyed it. I had no backup. So now I am trying to go back into my memory to find all the great stuff I have found mostly in the eighties and nineties. Anyway, this one just hit me from the eighties and MOST people don't even remember how fabulous they were.

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    Aug 28, 2014 2:11 PM GMT
    Here was their last album which was aside from the punkish stuff they did in the beginning like Barbarian In The Back of My Car. Tell me this song doesn't groove you.

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    Aug 28, 2014 2:19 PM GMT
    I just feel so fucking blessed right now. Blessings keep coming at me from every direction I don't know what it is. Music was my MAIN THING in live even though I was a professional Graphics Technician making eighty grand per year. We HAVE to pass down these greatest memories. FUCK MAN they don't even DO music video's anymore. Madonna was the one who tried to keep that ball rolling. I am sad for this generation because nowadays they go to music festivals rather than have MTV to show you who the greatest out there are. I have a caregiver right now who is twenty one and very extremely good looking and fit guy. He told me they don't do concerts... They do festivals.
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    Aug 28, 2014 2:35 PM GMT
    Fuck man, the love music was in the eighties from every style whether it be Death Rock, Punk, Metal, Pop, New Age, Techno, it was a glorious time period where bands HARDLY sounded the same except for Metal. But Metal came from classic rock and they were just carrying on the torch. Kids today have no medium to come together with what is out there like we did with radio and MTV. I don't want to see this precious thing slip by on my way out the door of this lifetime.
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    Aug 28, 2014 11:31 PM GMT
    Hey Stuart. Glad to see you're still alive and kicking.
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    Aug 28, 2014 11:44 PM GMT
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    Aug 29, 2014 2:26 PM GMT
    Thanks guys. Love you tons. It's been a very hard road and don't believe what MuchMoreThanMuscle said about this being a result of drinking because it was NOT. I asked my doctor about that and I only drink beer. I was told it does not affect your kidneys unless it has affected your liver first. My liver has been fine all these years.

    Anyway, YES I WALK THE EARTH. I do have a serious problem that led up to my recent kidney failure and my Psych is trying to help me work on it. What really happened was this:

    My Case Worker of eight years left AIDS Services Foundation seven months ago and something went wacked out in my mind where I couldn't sleep and I am still going through that. I stopped eating and I stopped drinking water. My Case Worker from another organization I won't mention kept talking to my Psychiatrist about it every week but I refused to express what was going on. He wanted to put me in the hospital.

    If he had not shown up that day I would be dead without a clue right now. Again, I love this world SO INCREDIBLY MUCH. But I do have a SERIOUS problem still when it comes to sleeping. I am afraid to do it for some reason. The ONLY food I will eat right now is canned spinach. It's not the greatest diet but it does pack an incredible amount of vitamins and protein. I learned about it growing up from Popeye the Sailor Man. LOL It goes down so easily.

    Anyway, I am NOT here this time to hurt anyone. I will lay off my opinions about sex even though it is a very complicated subject matter for me. I have a incredible caregiver right now who is twenty one and EXTREMELY good looking kid with a big enough heart that I want to guide him in the right direction.

    This world NEEDS to be about love and NOT run on hormones alone. I am still dealing with my drastic illnesses which include: HIV, Schizoaffective Disorder, Chronic Kidney Disease DUE TO Truvada.

    Music was always my BIGGEST thing and my Father came back into my life recently after twenty two years to offer me a kidney. He knows everything about me but still loves me so much. I am at a point right this moment where I am so weak of lack of sleep and I am so afraid of what sleep means right now.

    Found out my Dad went to music school for six years and plays and reads sheet music on piano and the accordian. He is mostly upset because I won't touch all my music equipment but right now I just can't do it. I really DO need to get into a regular sleeping habit.

    Anyway, I wish peace for ALL of you. I really do. Any controversies I bring up will merely be Scientific I promise. I subscribe to an INCREDIBLE site that informs us of what is going on right now it's called I Fucking Love Science on Facebook. All their information comes from reputable sources. But what my biggest interest is in is Astronomical Science. It was my favorite subject in college.

    Said so much but thank you guys for welcoming me back. My name on this post BTW is the one my Mother gave to me. SHE EVEN SPELLED IT WRONG. LOL But it is the name I grew up with. Maybe someday I will add my real picture. I just don't feel it is safe right now to do so.

    Peace brothers.