Aug 30, 2014 4:53 PM GMT
Should not be writing about this as gay life has progressed much better than in the 'Dark Gay Ages' and we are in 2014 yet this is reality with me. Rather shy here and even after I see a guy who I think is interested in me ( either by looking or smiling) I freak out then am prone to go home and wonder 'what if' or to revisit the store,street, supermarket, etc. with the hope that if I see the same guy again I should act on the attraction and introduce myself. Sadly I may never see that person again and when another interested guy does the same thing the cycle repeats itself. I need some help here because I am not sure if they appreciate my build or something more. I have a lot to offer a relationship and am not liking single life at all.