I have one last thing to say here and then I am truly DONE with this place...

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    Sep 06, 2014 8:17 AM GMT
    Sexual orientation does NOT make you God nor does it excuse you from evil in the works. Ethnocentricity is EVIL and exists everywhere. In this community it exists THE MOST. HOW THE FUCK can you look a dying man in the text of it and disregard the words? BECAUSE YOU ARE FUCKING HEARTLESS PEOPLE out to deny self discovery. EVEN YOUR OWN FUCKING SELVES. This site will be dead in a few years I promise you. Quite frankly I could give a shit now. It just sad knowing my brothers are self destructive human beings. I have never seen such malice. What they need to do is put you all over in the middle east as bait to kill the fucking ISIS rather than those poor dying children. YOU ARE A FUCKING WASTE TO OUR COUNTRY. In fact, they have abolished gay clubs that were the most popular here in California. THE WORLD HAS HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SELF CENTEREDNESS. So FEW of you lift a fucking finger for society unless it feeds your ego or bank accounts. Find your Father. He is part of heaven more than likely. But your actions here on my posts by adding codes that destroy the beauty of them truly tells me this place is more corrupt than government itself. I will not die thinking of a single one of you. Deadly medication takeovers, Astronomical breakthroughs, Discussions on war in the middle east... These are the things I posted and the things disrupted because all you want to hear about it sex or the ones exploiting powerful bodies all in the name of it. Enjoy your religion. I want DEFINITELY no part of it.
  • MikeW

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    Sep 06, 2014 8:20 AM GMT

    Eat shit and die, Stewart!



    Eat shit and die, Stewart!


    MikeW said
    Eat shit and die, Stewart!



    Eat shit and die, Stewart!


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    MikeW saidEat shit and die, Stewart!

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    GAMRican saidThis thread is broken too? What did you do, Jared?

    NO LIES HERE!!!

    I sense THE REAPER haz returned!!!

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    Sep 06, 2014 8:20 AM GMT
    Don't let the door hit on your way out son.



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    Sep 06, 2014 9:28 AM GMT
    To be honest, I don't see a problem of having you here, if people are not interested in your posts they can simply ignore them, you are not bothering me at all here
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    Sep 06, 2014 3:39 PM GMT
    I don't see why all these threads are being hijacked if I don't like someone I ignore their posts icon_confused.gif
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    Sep 06, 2014 11:41 PM GMT
    Thanks guys. Maybe I am getting through here. No I don't consider you all dirt. I just think passions are the biggest things to be heard. And right now my passions are ISIS, Truvada, and Astronomy. Well there are a lot of others like Science in general. I also dabble VERY SLIGHTLY into spirit... But I am not completely there yet. The threads I posted ESPECIALLY the one on the moon recently having almost a full eclipse while it was hovering over a sunset is completely impossible but I SWEAR I saw it about a week ago with my own eyes. To block that thread the way he did was wrong. I REALLY wanted someone to philosophize with me about it.
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    Sep 06, 2014 11:46 PM GMT
    You are so over dramatic.

    If someone is giving you a problem block or ignore them.
    But, don't blame the entire gay population because you've had a problem with a few gay guys.
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    Sep 06, 2014 11:51 PM GMT
    ACRO_Slim saidYou are so over dramatic.

    If someone is giving you a problem block or ignore them.
    But, don't blame the entire gay population because you've had a problem with a few gay guys.


    I can work on that.
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    Sep 07, 2014 12:04 AM GMT
    southbeach1500 said
    atlanticshore saidTo be honest, I don't see a problem of having you here, if people are not interested in your posts they can simply ignore them, you are not bothering me at all here


    The fact that so many of the people I have no respect for ARE going berserk because of his posts is enough for me to want him to stay!


    Awe, thank you my brother. I only want to have deep conversations about the mysteries, tragedies, and maybe even the beauties of life again.
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    Sep 07, 2014 12:09 AM GMT
    Here is a real photo of me about two years ago I think it was. I was given this surfboard by a surviving cancer patient I never even met before. Don't have the health to ride it right now but damn the LOVE is what mattered the most.

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    Sep 07, 2014 4:54 AM GMT
    Gosh, you're STILL here?

    I'd have thought that you'd have imploded/exploded hours ago.

    Let's see if you're REALLY DONE with this place.

    jaja!

    (Doubt it) jaja!
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    Sep 07, 2014 4:56 AM GMT
    GAMRican saidGosh, you're STILL here?

    I'd have thought that you'd have imploded/exploded hours ago.

    Let's see if you're REALLY DONE with this place.

    jaja!

    (Doubt it) jaja!


    Don't confuse my love with your ego. LOL
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    Sep 07, 2014 5:40 AM GMT
    jerred saidSexual orientation does NOT make you God ...
    Bullshit! I should smite you for saying that, you heathen!

    Actually, come to think of it, how does one smite another? And what does smite even mean? Is it kinda like a misspelled version of smile?
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    Sep 07, 2014 5:45 AM GMT
    smite
    American Heritage Dictionary: smite
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    (smīt)

    v., smote (smōt), smit·ten (smĭt'n), or smote, smit·ing, smites.
    v.tr.
    To inflict a heavy blow on, with or as if with the hand, a tool, or a weapon.
    To drive or strike (a weapon, for example) forcefully onto or into something else.
    To attack, damage, or destroy by or as if by blows.
    To afflict: The population was smitten by the plague.
    To afflict retributively; chasten or chastise.
    To affect sharply with great feeling: He was smitten by deep remorse.
    v.intr.
    To deal a blow with or as if with the hand or a hand-held weapon.

    [Middle English smiten, from Old English smītan, to smear.]
    smiter smit'er n.


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    Sep 07, 2014 5:48 AM GMT
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    jerred saidSexual orientation does NOT make you God ...
    Bullshit! I should smite you for saying that, you heathen!

    Actually, come to think of it, how does one smite another? And what does smite even mean? Is it kinda like a misspelled version of smile?


    Damn Paulflexes, what I respected about you most was your interest in the beauty of our surroundings. But now that I think about it there was one thing you said that bothered me that day and that was that you admitted you have no morals. I am learning that is true of you. I never liked you because you are good looking but rather because you reached out to me for who I am. I didn't even care to have sex with you because I gave up sex in 2006 and that is because of my morals. Get those sometime. I am disappointed in you right now.
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    Sep 07, 2014 6:04 AM GMT
    jerred said
    paulflexes said
    jerred saidSexual orientation does NOT make you God ...
    Bullshit! I should smite you for saying that, you heathen!

    Actually, come to think of it, how does one smite another? And what does smite even mean? Is it kinda like a misspelled version of smile?


    Damn Paulflexes, what I respected about you most was your interest in the beauty of our surroundings. But now that I think about it there was one thing you said that bothered me that day and that was that you admitted you have no morals. I am learning that is true of you. I never liked you because you are good looking but rather because you reached out to me for who I am. I didn't even care to have sex with you because I gave up sex in 2006 and that is because of my morals. Get those sometime. I am disappointed in you right now.
    You know I like to play mind games, and am a sorta-expert at reverse psychology.

    BTW I just tried to call you. No answer. I has a sad. icon_sad.gif
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    Sep 07, 2014 6:11 AM GMT
    paulflexes said
    jerred said
    paulflexes said
    jerred saidSexual orientation does NOT make you God ...
    Bullshit! I should smite you for saying that, you heathen!

    Actually, come to think of it, how does one smite another? And what does smite even mean? Is it kinda like a misspelled version of smile?


    Damn Paulflexes, what I respected about you most was your interest in the beauty of our surroundings. But now that I think about it there was one thing you said that bothered me that day and that was that you admitted you have no morals. I am learning that is true of you. I never liked you because you are good looking but rather because you reached out to me for who I am. I didn't even care to have sex with you because I gave up sex in 2006 and that is because of my morals. Get those sometime. I am disappointed in you right now.
    You know I like to play mind games, and am a sorta-expert at reverse psychology.

    BTW I just tried to call you. No answer. I has a sad. icon_sad.gif


    For some reason I just noticed my phone was doing something really strange so I restarted it and there you were my friend. I am going to call you back here in a few minutes.
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    Sep 07, 2014 9:01 AM GMT
    Paulflexes, I had a great time talking to you tonight and can't wait til you come out to California again. You are good people.
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    Sep 07, 2014 2:02 PM GMT
    You've been banned on numerous occasions..
    All you do is judge the gay lifestyle..like some born again messiah.
    Lets not forget how you abused the gay lifestyle in your heyday before the hiv and the kidney disease..two topics that you never get tired of discussing here.
    The other day you saw a foreign planet shadowing the moon and according to you greeks dont exist because the romans killed every single one of them.
    All you do is talk about yourself and you never participate on other threads only the ones you create which says alot...
    And seriously..who cares how long your hair was in Nov 1988!!!!
    Gimme a fuckin'break you basket case
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    Sep 07, 2014 2:26 PM GMT
    venue35 saidYou've been banned on numerous occasions..
    All you do is judge the gay lifestyle..like some born again messiah.
    Lets not forget how you abused the gay lifestyle in your heyday before the hiv and the kidney disease..two topics that you never get tired of discussing here.
    The other day you saw a foreign planet shadowing the moon and according to you greeks dont exist because the romans killed every single one of them.
    All you do is talk about yourself and you never participate on other threads only the ones you create which says alot...
    And seriously..who cares how long your hair was in Nov 1988!!!!
    Gimme a fuckin'break you basket case


    There was no heyday here when I was NOT HIV positive. I actually didn't find this site until seven years after I contracted HIV. You are struggling with some truths I mentioned. They are just facts. I don't JUST TALK about myself besides the fact that many of you force me to talk about myself even on all the threads I started that had nothing to do with myself. But all you are use to around here is whatever leads up to sexual fantasy. EVERYTHING in this forum is based on some sexual fantasy. There's all kinds of porn out there so go jerk it off and then come talk to me like a stable human being about my damn good topics being ignored because all you guys do is focus on sexual fantasy.
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    Sep 07, 2014 2:35 PM GMT
    And also, my long hair in the eighties? Give me a break. The photo I posted was of the last memories I have of our whole family on my Mother's side that was all it was about. BUT YOU ARE TOO HEARTLESS to see that. I don't base my thinking on sex anymore. I have been abstinent since 2006 and very confident I have made the right choice. But I AM a human being and my emotions run wild. I have highs and lows and I will be honest, my lows are NOT pretty. But my highs, they are a literal BREATH of sunshine if you take it all in. I will never lie to you... Ask me any question. I know how not to go overboard now. But I will tell you that I am made up of things that would despise anyone in this world. But my purpose is to express only portions of it where needed out of love.
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    Sep 07, 2014 2:47 PM GMT
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    venue35 saidYou've been banned on numerous occasions..
    All you do is judge the gay lifestyle..like some born again messiah.
    Lets not forget how you abused the gay lifestyle in your heyday before the hiv and the kidney disease..two topics that you never get tired of discussing here.
    The other day you saw a foreign planet shadowing the moon and according to you greeks dont exist because the romans killed every single one of them.
    All you do is talk about yourself and you never participate on other threads only the ones you create which says alot...
    And seriously..who cares how long your hair was in Nov 1988!!!!
    Gimme a fuckin'break you basket case


    There was no heyday here when I was NOT HIV positive. I actually didn't find this site until seven years after I contracted HIV. You are struggling with some truths I mentioned. They are just facts. I don't JUST TALK about myself besides the fact that many of you force me to talk about myself even on all the threads I started that had nothing to do with myself. But all you are use to around here is whatever leads up to sexual fantasy. EVERYTHING in this forum is based on some sexual fantasy. There's all kinds of porn out there so go jerk it off and then come talk to me like a stable human being about my damn good topics being ignored because all you guys do is focus on sexual fantasy.


    Then by YOUR OWN WORDS -- you have no reason to be here.

    Move on and find your peace elsewhere.
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    Sep 07, 2014 2:53 PM GMT
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    jerred said
    venue35 saidYou've been banned on numerous occasions..
    All you do is judge the gay lifestyle..like some born again messiah.
    Lets not forget how you abused the gay lifestyle in your heyday before the hiv and the kidney disease..two topics that you never get tired of discussing here.
    The other day you saw a foreign planet shadowing the moon and according to you greeks dont exist because the romans killed every single one of them.
    All you do is talk about yourself and you never participate on other threads only the ones you create which says alot...
    And seriously..who cares how long your hair was in Nov 1988!!!!
    Gimme a fuckin'break you basket case


    There was no heyday here when I was NOT HIV positive. I actually didn't find this site until seven years after I contracted HIV. You are struggling with some truths I mentioned. They are just facts. I don't JUST TALK about myself besides the fact that many of you force me to talk about myself even on all the threads I started that had nothing to do with myself. But all you are use to around here is whatever leads up to sexual fantasy. EVERYTHING in this forum is based on some sexual fantasy. There's all kinds of porn out there so go jerk it off and then come talk to me like a stable human being about my damn good topics being ignored because all you guys do is focus on sexual fantasy.


    Then by YOUR OWN WORDS -- you have no reason to be here.

    Move on and find your peace elsewhere.


    Because I am the link to finding peace between brothers and sisters. You DON'T know my philosophy now but I can tell you it shines like a star. I can take you anywhere you want to go. My inner self is of love and compassion but the avenue to get there is going to be some mental pain. But I will do ONE thing in this world and that is express what God intended me to express. I have learned now that God does not want me to judge to the extent that I block others out completely. If they want to block me out, go right ahead but I promise you if you follow my instinct and knowledge after the ravaging things I have been through I can take you anywhere you want to go so long as I don't feel it will harm you.
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    Sep 08, 2014 4:07 AM GMT
    You are limiting yourself to communicating with only a certain group of people brother. Hence your frustration based on your original post. You must open yourself to others from different walks of life and you may find the answers you seek.
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    Sep 08, 2014 4:10 AM GMT
    declansloan saidYou are limiting yourself to communicating with only a certain group of people brother. Hence your frustration based on your original post. You must open yourself to others from different walks of life and you may find the answers you seek.


    I don't EVER jump wholeheartedly into anything. I am very skeptical of this life and my wants and my surroundings. I mean no harm, but I am very cautious of this suggestion but Thank You truly from my heart as I know you mean well.