Sep 07, 2014 9:54 PM GMT
I know I've been complaining alot about the current living situation but since its my last year at Texas A&M for my electrical engineering degree, I cannot drop out or relocate. However, the light at the end of the tunnel looks bleak since I talked with this guy in particular he claimed that he only wants to have sex with black guys and that in College Station nobody wants black guys only white guys. I've tried to fortify and prioritize my goals to do well in school, work out, and make friends but I do yearn to find someone special. But its just so depressing when the people here talk to you like that and their perception starts to become your own. I find myself loathing my body, school selection, and lifestyle because of this. He tells me I should also give up and just have sex like I'm nothing like a piece of meat. I'm currently trying to seek an advisor but this has been going on since I started school just never heard it explicitly from another guy like that because I usually hear guys just say "I don't like black guys".