un_charlie saidi am soon to turn 29 and well, things have turned out not that good. i used to have a profile on this site 4 years ago which got closed for not logging in... i am the youngest of 4, single, don't have a stable job, plenty of bills to pay, im starting to grow grayhairs and i'm away from home in a shitty city where people believe they're edgy and more civilized... i feel alone and well, i don't like myself that much...
used to have evertyhing but took everything for granted and all of sudden, gone through water.
how do you start from zero?
Scrap everything a start over I say, i'm doing it right now….I know people say we don't have all the time in the world to do what we want but I'm in no rush I'm actually redoing school right now so i can become a steiner school teacher. The retirement age in my country is 70 so i better pick a good job to get me through to that age.
Its all about your attitude mate, you obviously afraid of growing old or being alone and its not the worse thing in the world, i can't wait to become 30 because I've already started working towards becoming a really hot 30 year old so i can get to a good start on my 30s its like I'm turning 20 again haha.
I got grey hairs too?? who cares, look at yourself in the mirror and actually see yourself and have a moment to know your place in the universe and that you're a part of something more than the concrete jungle rat race with pretentious losers who think they've seen it all.