Fuck looking for love. Where dem hoes at?

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    Sep 09, 2014 3:29 AM GMT
    Seriously. There is a reason why I have "LOVE HURTS" tattooed on my chest. Because it does.

    Well, after nearly a year, Mr. X and I are still fucking on the regular. And still I'm regulated to being his boy toy. Today I find out that he is seeing, or at least fucking, some pretty young Russian model. I don't know exactly what they are. But whatever they are they are still closer than him and I ever were. And TBH, I'm completely jealous.

    I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I don't know what the Russian whore has that I don't. All I know is that I feel regulated to second place. And it sucks.

    The ONE goddamn guy I actually like in this town and he is smitten with someone else.

    Sometimes I wish my heart was made of stone...


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    Sep 09, 2014 3:31 AM GMT
    You're the oTher girl, the lesser girl hahahahahaha SLUT
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    Sep 09, 2014 3:32 AM GMT
    Sweetooth saidYou're the oTher girl, the lesser girl hahahahahaha SLUT


    No shit, Sherlock. I'm very self aware. That's the whole point of the post.
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    Sep 09, 2014 3:33 AM GMT
    Taylor Dayne?
    http://youtu.be/Ud6sU3AclT4

    I wish somebody invented an asexuality pill, injection, w/e so I don't need no man. Who needs em.
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    Sep 09, 2014 3:34 AM GMT
    As long as you know! icon_biggrin.gif
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    Sep 09, 2014 3:49 AM GMT
    "Relegated."

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    Sep 09, 2014 3:55 AM GMT
    mindgarden said"Relegated."



    Whatever!!!!
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:00 AM GMT
    Find that Russian slut and seduce his ass.
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:02 AM GMT
    BP201 saidFind that Russian slut and seduce his ass.


    Oddly enough, I last talked to Mr. X 2 weeks ago while the Russian was staying at his place. I'm sure he just wanted to have a 3 way. He gets off on power. I was in Greece at the time though.
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:02 AM GMT
    maybe the Rusian whore is not a whore, and that's why the guy prefers her over you!
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:02 AM GMT
    Turn your heart to diamond like I did. icon_biggrin.gif

    But yeah it sucks feeling like a slut, I'm sure one day you'll find someone or something to make you happy.
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:04 AM GMT
    David3K saidmaybe the Rusian whore is not a whore, and that's why the guy prefers her over you!


    I've thought about that. Maybe you do have a point. But I thought we gotten beyond that point by now, guess not.
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:05 AM GMT
    PoisonOak saidTurn your heart to diamond like I did. icon_biggrin.gif

    But yeah it sucks feeling like a slut, I'm sure one day you'll find someone or something to make you happy.


    But I want HIM!!!!!!!!!! icon_sad.gif
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:11 AM GMT
    kevex saidLove is overrated. It can end. Have sex.


    No offense, but what do you know about love or even sex?
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:17 AM GMT
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    BP201 saidFind that Russian slut and seduce his ass.


    Oddly enough, I last talked to Mr. X 2 weeks ago while the Russian was staying at his place. I'm sure he just wanted to have a 3 way. He gets off on power. I was in Greece at the time though.


    I mean did this stop you from finding a Greek dick to choke on?
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:20 AM GMT
    jmusmc_85 said
    PoisonOak saidTurn your heart to diamond like I did. icon_biggrin.gif

    But yeah it sucks feeling like a slut, I'm sure one day you'll find someone or something to make you happy.


    But I want HIM!!!!!!!!!! icon_sad.gif


    I'm sure there's better guys out there to be honest. It's easy to feel like one guy is the best but if he was you'd still be together. But yeah it sucks but you'll live I'm sure. :]
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:21 AM GMT
    BP201 said
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    BP201 saidFind that Russian slut and seduce his ass.


    Oddly enough, I last talked to Mr. X 2 weeks ago while the Russian was staying at his place. I'm sure he just wanted to have a 3 way. He gets off on power. I was in Greece at the time though.


    I mean did this stop you from finding a Greek dick to choke on?


    No. You know me, I love bridging cultures!!!

    But that's not the point. I'm perfectly able to separate between love and sex. 99.5% of guys I fuck I could care less about. It was something different with him. It was like he met everything I wanted in a man. And we still get along swimmingly. And the sex is great. But I just feel we can't move beyond fuck buds. Then I see him with the Russian. That's what I wanted!!! Le sigh.
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:22 AM GMT
    love bites, get a fish
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:24 AM GMT
    You're jealous cause your sugar daddy found another (err, better looking) boy toy? icon_lol.gif
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:27 AM GMT
    it's difficult dealing with a self-absorbed narcissist, so people just move on
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:28 AM GMT
    paulflexes saidYou're jealous cause your sugar daddy found another (err, better looking) boy toy? icon_lol.gif


    Ugh. No, he's not my sugar daddy. I'm a lot of things, but I'm not a gold digger. Yes, he's extremely well off, but trust me, he doesn't need to pay for ass. He needs no help in that department. If you saw him you would understand.


    But yeah, I wouldn't say I've been "dumped". Just that he is more occupied with someone younger (I think) and prettier. I won't hate on the Russian. He's a hot bottom.
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:43 AM GMT
    jmusmc_85 said
    paulflexes saidYou're jealous cause your sugar daddy found another (err, better looking) boy toy? icon_lol.gif


    Ugh. No, he's not my sugar daddy. I'm a lot of things, but I'm not a gold digger. Yes, he's extremely well off, but trust me, he doesn't need to pay for ass. He needs no help in that department. If you saw him you would understand.


    But yeah, I wouldn't say I've been "dumped". Just that he is more occupied with someone younger (I think) and prettier. I won't hate on the Russian. He's a hot bottom.
    Well then, stop being so damn jealous and find your own boy toy. Better yet, get to know his boy toy and see if you have what it takes to take the hot Russian from him.
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    Sep 09, 2014 4:57 AM GMT
    Have you ever told him how you have felt before? Like "I really like you and it would be cool to be dating."

    Sounds like he's just focused on shiny new toys, and Mr. Russia is the current one. Shouldn't last more than a year for him either until Mr. X finds someone even better. What a bummer.
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    Sep 09, 2014 5:03 AM GMT
    You are dirty little **ore that men use as a blow up doll to cum inside, that's all you are

    I remember how proud you were that hundreds of ''hot'' guys have fucked you

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    Sep 09, 2014 5:05 AM GMT
    Maybe JM should join ChristianMingle.com. icon_lol.gif