GOD this is my favorite moment in time...

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    Sep 15, 2014 2:19 AM GMT
    The light is dimming down as I light up a smoke knowing in half an hour it will be complete darkness for ten hours. LOVE IT MAN SO MUCH!!! I am so grateful my life was saved recently and that the earth does provide me comfort.
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    Sep 15, 2014 2:27 AM GMT
    Damn, my mind is so fucked up over the last eight months that I have difficult time sleep, drinking water, and eating food. I can't shut it off. It's like this lump inside my brain that will not stop churning. I just want to relieve it somehow which is probably by dreaming which I haven't done in eight months. I pray to do it each and every night around this time.
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    Sep 15, 2014 2:29 AM GMT
    What's going on
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    Sep 15, 2014 2:34 AM GMT
    HolyHex001 saidWhat's going on


    I am just looking over things in my life like losing two best friends, losing my close friend to breast cancer right now, my Father coming back into my life, my Mom trying to survive, my grandmother passing away, just random things.

    I am Schizoaffective which is the hardest to diagnose and in my opinion treat as well. I can't sleep right now no matter what I do. It's like my mind is on a journey that will hopefully solve my dilemma on peaceful destination.