BEEN 23 YEARS SINCE I SEEN OR TALKED TO HIM BUT MY FATHER IS COMING OUT NEXT FRIDAY...

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    Sep 27, 2014 11:01 PM GMT
    I'm still in shock. I'm not scared at all. My dear friend is coming down to meet my Father with me. My Father and his good friend from India are going to stay the night more than likely I hope. I talked to his friend on the phone just now for the first time and he is a VERY smart man. He runs the scholarship programs for the University system. This is going to be A VERY SPECIAL DAY and I know it's going to happen but, I am going to cry during this a few times I know it.
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    Sep 27, 2014 11:06 PM GMT
    The last time I saw my father was when I was sixteen. A year ago I learned, via internet, that he died back in 1999 and is buried in a Veterans's cemetery in Florida.

    More power to you.

    All the best, man.
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    Sep 27, 2014 11:37 PM GMT
    bon_pan, SO SORRY about your Father. I guess it reminds me how blessed I am right now to be able to experience this.

    As I mentioned here before he came back into my life to offer me a kidney. I have been learning so much about him and that side of my family. My Father went to music school for six years and plays the piano and accordion and reads sheet music. He tells me he "I love you son" everytime we have talked over the last few months.
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    Sep 27, 2014 11:48 PM GMT
    For the sake of clearing my Father's name, I found out he NEVER did heroin his entire life. I don't know how it popped into my head all these years and don't even remember where it came from. But everytime I referred to my Father with friends I told them he was a heroin addict. ACTUALLY my Father went to music school for six years and plays the piano, accordian and reads sheet music. I am so proud of him. He tells me everytime "I love you son" and it just feels like a piece of the puzzle is finally coming together.
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    Sep 27, 2014 11:51 PM GMT
    IT's CRAZY... I can talk to him about anything including my sexuality. He doesn't try to steer me nor is at all prejudice of me. He respects my Mom's opinions and does not say one bad thing about her.
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    Sep 27, 2014 11:52 PM GMT
    This is a blessed moment. To find out who I am.
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    Sep 30, 2014 4:19 AM GMT
    I hope this works out for You.

    Your nuts.

    But You deserve Love


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    Sep 30, 2014 4:42 AM GMT
    Cash saidI hope this works out for You.

    Your nuts.

    But You deserve Love




    LOL, I will tell you a secret and I am neither proud or regretful of it but I was told it by teachers at a very young child... I AM RIGHT BRAINED. They told me that is a gift but I am not so sure yet. It takes the rest of my life to decide that. I cannot explain to you how to get there in order to know what I have lived through but I can tell you one thing, I do believe it is a gift like those teachers said because right now as I sit here typing this I realize I tap into my left brained side in order to support my right brained side. But I can change my mind at any moment. I am not ashamed of this. Why? Because I can look the world in the eye and look past all the bullshit everyone else is seeing in them even with only half the education. THIS WORLD CAN BE BEAUTIFUL MAN.... AND if anyone doesn't believe in heaven you are fucking fool because it is right here right now. MAKE IT WHAT YOU WANT IT TO BE IF YOU EVEN HAVE THE GUTS TO LOOK INTO YOUR HEART. This is the revolution. The ones that have been screaming out for all these years... THe fucking Woodstock the fucking vietnam war, pearl harbor, NOW ISIS... This is OUR future here as one planet. These other countries are mysterious to me but I KNOW the one thing we have a chance to do here is thrive as a loving nation towards eachother and offer the world if anything at least a stepping stone when it comes to astronomical sciences which is what I think we should be interested in the most in this earths lifecycle. Why? Because our ancestors ALL did it. They based their whole lives on it. THE FUCKING PYRAMIDS!!! DOES THAT NOT TELL YOU ENOUGH??? We are not here to battle differences, we are here to look out into space and see the beauty of where it is we might go.
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    Sep 30, 2014 5:57 AM GMT
    Hey, for some reason I have come to like you. You Make sure you tell me about your encounter with your estranged father. I want to hear about it. And please, don't lie to me or give me drama, or pretend that the meeting happened when it didn't. You might not believe this but I have a gift for identifying people who are lying. Even if I pretend with you that I don't know you that are lying to me, I will know it. So, let's see which path you choose to respond to me after your "meeting" with you "father." It sounds like it will mean a lot to you. I'm sending positive thoughts your way.
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    Sep 30, 2014 6:48 AM GMT
    declansloan saidHey, for some reason I have come to like you. You Make sure you tell me about your encounter with your estranged father. I want to hear about it. And please, don't lie to me or give me drama, or pretend that the meeting happened when it didn't. You might not believe this but I have a gift for identifying people who are lying. Even if I pretend with you that I don't know you that are lying to me, I will know it. So, let's see which path you choose to respond to me after your "meeting" with you "father." It sounds like it will mean a lot to you. I'm sending positive thoughts your way.


    I know you more than you think I do already. TRUST ME... This is a good experience. We have talked over the phone for the last few months hours upon hours. And I do mean the important stuff. This is a reuniting and with a very special friend of his in very high places who told me personally over the phone he has guided my dad the last ten years. He is from India and obviously a very kind and caring man... SMART TOO as he has degrees. This is a blessed experience but I WILL post a picture I promise. This is two stars coming together as one. In my life my mother was within the same star I was. But my Father beyond a shadow of a doubt is two galaxies colliding together. Look at the scientific facts, it is happening right now. We are colliding with another galaxy but be smart and understand that time is of no major essence here. It is all part of our one and only dream. To connect. I will post you results personally and I don't understand how my buddy list did not include you. I sent the request but it didn't work. Anyway brother, I remember you. Don't worry, this moment in time was given to me out of a god of some sort gracious heart. I am just going to live it out because I have no answers anymore and I KNOW if there is a god IT will never hurt me.
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    Oct 09, 2014 12:17 AM GMT
    Who bon_salieri wants you to think he is...

    bon_pan saidThe last time I saw my father was when I was sixteen. A year ago I learned, via internet, that he died back in 1999 and is buried in a Veterans's cemetery in Florida.

    More power to you.

    All the best, man.


    Who bon_salieri really is...

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    Oct 09, 2014 12:21 AM GMT
    Your peen is still too tiny to suck, Alan.