I CANNOT believe tomorrow morning I am having breakfast with my Father I have not seen in 23 years. We are going to a very special place right off the Newport Pier, life is BEAUTIFUL man...

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    Oct 02, 2014 9:47 PM GMT
    I never did anything to deserve this. I didn't EARN it. It just happened. This is the most happiest moment of my life and believe me I use make eighty thousand per year living high and mighty but was fucking miserable. It is the spirit that guides us. It takes you to places you were so afraid to touch upon yet they are clearly the things you have been missing your whole life.
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    Oct 02, 2014 9:51 PM GMT
    I havent seen my father in 24 years, and as far as I can tell I never met him because I have no memories of him, if he showed up now I would punch him in the face and keep walking.
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    Oct 02, 2014 9:56 PM GMT
    David3K saidI havent seen my father in 24 years, and as far as I can tell I never met him because I have no memories of him, if he showed up now I would punch him in the face and keep walking.


    But would he tell you he loves you in spite of your anger? Give life a chance. I know it is difficult. Maybe I am extremely blessed but what I hope I send out there is that Fathers do love you no matter who you are or what you are and of course some Fathers are going through more than others. Let go of the anger. Let it in man. The older they get the more beautiful they become. It's a spiritual journey brother. He is your mirror reflection.
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    Oct 02, 2014 10:00 PM GMT
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    David3K saidI havent seen my father in 24 years, and as far as I can tell I never met him because I have no memories of him, if he showed up now I would punch him in the face and keep walking.


    But would he tell you he loves you in spite of your anger? Give life a chance. I know it is difficult. Maybe I am extremely blessed but what I hope I send out there is that Fathers do love you no matter who you are or what you are and of course some Fathers are going through more than others. Let go of the anger. Let it in man. The older they get the more beautiful they become. It's a spiritual journey brother.


    "He loves me despite of my anger"? So now it's me the one who's wrong for not appreciating him? LOL - do you listen to what you're saying?
    Even if he showed up and said he "loves me no matter what", why should I care?? He wasn't there when I needed him so now he can fuck off. "The older they get the more beautiful they become" that's 100% bullshit. The time for a man to be a father is when their children are young and during the teenage years. Its easy to get away during that time and come back later when the life of their offsprings is already developed and say "hi! i love" well fuck you. I'm glad it worked out for you but for the majority of people it doesn't work that way.
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    Oct 02, 2014 10:04 PM GMT
    David, I do understand your situation because I have lived it all my life. But when you put the pieces to the puzzle together you realize they had the guts to do more than you could because they brought you into this world. Yes, my Father was distracted by his own learning experience... I won't blame him for that. It's not about the past, it is about the future and making your life a better place filled with the love you have not gotten all those years.
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    Oct 02, 2014 10:06 PM GMT
    Jerred saidDavid, I do understand your situation because I have lived it all my life. But when you put the pieces to the puzzle together you realize they had the guts to do more than you could because they brought you into this world. Yes, my Father was distracted by his own learning experience... I won't blame him for that. It's not about the past, it is about the future and making your life a better place filled with the love you have not gotten all those years.


    They had the guts to bring you to this world? LOLOL - all it took was to be horny and to fuck without a condom, there's no pride in that because that's not what fatherhood is about. As simple as that.
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    Oct 02, 2014 10:08 PM GMT
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    Jerred saidDavid, I do understand your situation because I have lived it all my life. But when you put the pieces to the puzzle together you realize they had the guts to do more than you could because they brought you into this world. Yes, my Father was distracted by his own learning experience... I won't blame him for that. It's not about the past, it is about the future and making your life a better place filled with the love you have not gotten all those years.


    They had guts to bring you to this world? LOLOL - all it took was to be horny and to fuck without a condom, there's no pride in that because that's not what fatherhood is about. As simple as that.


    You don't think they can turn around though and realize the importance of what they did. I AM TESTIMONY that they do. I wish you peace. I hope you can come to terms with the fact we are ALL growing up throughout our lives.
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    Oct 02, 2014 10:12 PM GMT
    Forgiveness is the spark of inspiration and living once again.
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    Oct 03, 2014 3:24 AM GMT
    Jerred saidForgiveness is the spark of inspiration and living once again.
    Forgiveness is the foundation of happiness. icon_wink.gif
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    Oct 03, 2014 3:28 AM GMT
    congratulations jerred
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    Oct 03, 2014 3:44 AM GMT
    Beautiful guys you are... Thank you.