I know how you feel.
I know this is just my own little extreme but I actually try avoid straight guys because growing up as an effeminate guy, most of the hostility I ever faced were from straight homophobic men.
I guess that's why I've never understood the straight fetish phenomena of some gay men because I am more likely to feel afraid of one then have a crush on one.
I don't have any gay friends which is a little sad because I wished I had some. I don't know if I'm just thrown off by the straight acting.
It's probably the stereotype of an effeminate guy but all the people close to me are all female. In my experience I've just found them to be more willing to accept me as I am.
lad89I have acquaintances and all except one are middle aged women lol but i tend to be liked by everyone even a tough muscle fella lol
That's because you're a nice guy