I feel so miserable and ugly

  • Matthew56

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    Nov 15, 2014 8:09 AM GMT
    I just really feel so as i am forever working my ass off in trying to look amazing and sexually appealing and it all gets thrown in my face like for instance last night i was at Fit Lads this gay sex venue that has a darkroom so as usual got overlooked because i was black and then cos i was standing pretty much near/opposite to this man that was sitting down not trying it on. I just lost smashed my iphone in tears and literally started breaking down in tears.

    I just feel so upset and just cheated i just really wish i could be White i feel like i am doomed to spend eternity in this undesirable skin colour which stops me from attracting other men

    I can't be happy being Gay and Black you can only be so if you are White or have Caucasoid features i am so upset and will never be truly happy with myself unless i can magically transform into being white
  • Matthew56

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    Nov 15, 2014 8:20 AM GMT
    Lol still feel miserable sucks being a race which is pretty much cast to the gay scrap heap
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    Nov 15, 2014 2:36 PM GMT
    Matthew56 saidLol still feel miserable sucks being a race which is pretty much cast to the gay scrap heap

    If youre embarrassed of your race do what Michael Jackson did; bleach your skin and operate your face trying to resamble a white person. Im sure that will solve all your problems.
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    Nov 15, 2014 2:45 PM GMT
    Don't be silly, there's lots of white guys out there that like black men.

    What's wrong with dating other black guys?

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    Nov 15, 2014 2:50 PM GMT
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    Nov 15, 2014 6:09 PM GMT


    Matthew, every black gay guy that has a relationship, has a bf, or a FWB, or is dating, or is happy being single, will disagree with you, and there is a vast number of them.

    Seeking validation of this kind (self worth) in a darkroom of a gay venue of all places?!?! What, seriously?!?

    Your self loathing is more likely the trouble. Many people can pick up on it like a bad smell or grating noise. Start loving yourself and rejoicing in your looks and appreciating that you could have all kinds of physical disabilities and deformities, which you DON'T. I've met people with them, most in happy relationships. What is their secret that you can't figure out?
  • muscleboundfe...

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    Nov 15, 2014 6:18 PM GMT
    Where the hell do you live. Most white guys won't date black men but they do see us as a sexual fetish. I find it odd that a muscular guy like yourself can't find sex in a dark sex club. Are you chasing after guys who obliviously don't want you? I know you will say you aren't. I have a feeling you are looking for approval and ignoring those who already approve of you.
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    Nov 15, 2014 6:21 PM GMT
    muscleboundfem saidWhere the hell do you live. Most white guys won't date black men but they do see us as a sexual fetish. I find it odd that a muscular guy like yourself can't find sex in a dark sex club. Are you chasing after guys who obliviously don't want you? I know you will say you aren't. I have a feeling you are looking for approval and ignoring those who already approve of you.


    I suspect this as well. Magnificently honed point and well phrased. *LIKE*
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    Nov 15, 2014 6:25 PM GMT
    Matthew56 saidI just really feel so as i am forever working my ass off in trying to look amazing and sexually appealing and it all gets thrown in my face like for instance last night i was at Fit Lads this gay sex venue that has a darkroom so as usual got overlooked because i was black and then cos i was standing pretty much near/opposite to this man that was sitting down not trying it on. I just lost smashed my iphone in tears and literally started breaking down in tears.

    I just feel so upset and just cheated i just really wish i could be White i feel like i am doomed to spend eternity in this undesirable skin colour which stops me from attracting other men

    I can't be happy being Gay and Black you can only be so if you are White or have Caucasoid features i am so upset and will never be truly happy with myself unless i can magically transform into being white


    Maybe you got overlooked because nobody could see you in the dark?icon_smile.gif
  • muscleboundfe...

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    Nov 15, 2014 6:29 PM GMT
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    Matthew56 saidI just really feel so as i am forever working my ass off in trying to look amazing and sexually appealing and it all gets thrown in my face like for instance last night i was at Fit Lads this gay sex venue that has a darkroom so as usual got overlooked because i was black and then cos i was standing pretty much near/opposite to this man that was sitting down not trying it on. I just lost smashed my iphone in tears and literally started breaking down in tears.

    I just feel so upset and just cheated i just really wish i could be White i feel like i am doomed to spend eternity in this undesirable skin colour which stops me from attracting other men

    I can't be happy being Gay and Black you can only be so if you are White or have Caucasoid features i am so upset and will never be truly happy with myself unless i can magically transform into being white


    Maybe you got overlooked because nobody could see you in the dark?icon_smile.gif


    That's cold, he's not that dark
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    Nov 15, 2014 6:41 PM GMT
    muscleboundfem saidWhere the hell do you live. Most white guys won't date black men but they do see us as a sexual fetish. I find it odd that a muscular guy like yourself can't find sex in a dark sex club. Are you chasing after guys who obliviously don't want you? I know you will say you aren't. I have a feeling you are looking for approval and ignoring those who already approve of you.


    I suspect that the people that do give him the approval are non-whites which is why he doesn't care. Not sure if you're new here but the OP has a fetish with white guys.
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    jmusmc85 said
    Matthew56 saidI just really feel so as i am forever working my ass off in trying to look amazing and sexually appealing and it all gets thrown in my face like for instance last night i was at Fit Lads this gay sex venue that has a darkroom so as usual got overlooked because i was black and then cos i was standing pretty much near/opposite to this man that was sitting down not trying it on. I just lost smashed my iphone in tears and literally started breaking down in tears.

    I just feel so upset and just cheated i just really wish i could be White i feel like i am doomed to spend eternity in this undesirable skin colour which stops me from attracting other men

    I can't be happy being Gay and Black you can only be so if you are White or have Caucasoid features i am so upset and will never be truly happy with myself unless i can magically transform into being white


    Maybe you got overlooked because nobody could see you in the dark?icon_smile.gif

    hahaha dammit
  • muscleboundfe...

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    Nov 15, 2014 6:47 PM GMT
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    muscleboundfem saidWhere the hell do you live. Most white guys won't date black men but they do see us as a sexual fetish. I find it odd that a muscular guy like yourself can't find sex in a dark sex club. Are you chasing after guys who obliviously don't want you? I know you will say you aren't. I have a feeling you are looking for approval and ignoring those who already approve of you.


    I suspect that the people that do give him the approval are non-whites which is why he doesn't care. Not sure if you're new here but the OP has a fetish with white guys.


    So basically he has some deep seated problems. Its one thing to date outside your race. Its another to want to be a different race because people of the race you fetishize don't want you. Still even being much heavier than him I have white guys hitting me up for BBC. I still don't buy that he was ignored. Most likely he was looking for the type of white guys that would prove that he is as desirable as he wants to be.
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    Nov 15, 2014 6:48 PM GMT
    Non-white people bringing themsleves down, chasing after whites only; do you realize you are a disgrace for your race? People like you feed the current gay racial hierarchy. If you valued your own race you would uplift theirs and your own image, but what you do is the complete opposite. I bet you would let a good black men go to be with an old, less than average looking white man. You're giving whites all the power while you position yourself at the bottom of the scale and then have the guts to complain about it! Pathetic.
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    Nov 15, 2014 6:50 PM GMT
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    kxd7 said
    muscleboundfem saidWhere the hell do you live. Most white guys won't date black men but they do see us as a sexual fetish. I find it odd that a muscular guy like yourself can't find sex in a dark sex club. Are you chasing after guys who obliviously don't want you? I know you will say you aren't. I have a feeling you are looking for approval and ignoring those who already approve of you.


    I suspect that the people that do give him the approval are non-whites which is why he doesn't care. Not sure if you're new here but the OP has a fetish with white guys.


    So basically he has some deep seated problems. Its one thing to date outside your race. Its another to want to be a different race because people of the race you fetishize don't want you. Still even being much heavier than him I have white guys hitting me up for BBC. I still don't buy that he was ignored. Most likely he was looking for the type of white guys that would prove that he is as desirable as he wants to be.

    OP is a troll, just ignore him. All his threads demean black guys. That's why I have him on ignore.
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    Nov 15, 2014 6:51 PM GMT
    If you had him on ignore you couldnt even see this thread, so how are you here?
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    Nov 15, 2014 6:52 PM GMT
    muscleboundfem said
    kxd7 said
    muscleboundfem saidWhere the hell do you live. Most white guys won't date black men but they do see us as a sexual fetish. I find it odd that a muscular guy like yourself can't find sex in a dark sex club. Are you chasing after guys who obliviously don't want you? I know you will say you aren't. I have a feeling you are looking for approval and ignoring those who already approve of you.


    I suspect that the people that do give him the approval are non-whites which is why he doesn't care. Not sure if you're new here but the OP has a fetish with white guys.


    So basically he has some deep seated problems. Its one thing to date outside your race. Its another to want to be a different race because people of the race you fetishize don't want you. Still even being much heavier than him I have white guys hitting me up for BBC. I still don't buy that he was ignored. Most likely he was looking for the type of white guys that would prove that he is as desirable as he wants to be.


    Yeah, I'm pretty sure he does get hit on by white guys. He just doesn't get hit on by the white guys he wants. Like the stereotypically "attractive" ones: Muscles, blue or green eyes, blond or light brown hair, pasty skin, tall, pinkish lips, etc. Ironically, that makes him as prejudiced as the white guys that reject him.
  • muscleboundfe...

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    Nov 15, 2014 6:56 PM GMT
    __morphic__ said
    muscleboundfem said
    kxd7 said
    muscleboundfem saidWhere the hell do you live. Most white guys won't date black men but they do see us as a sexual fetish. I find it odd that a muscular guy like yourself can't find sex in a dark sex club. Are you chasing after guys who obliviously don't want you? I know you will say you aren't. I have a feeling you are looking for approval and ignoring those who already approve of you.


    I suspect that the people that do give him the approval are non-whites which is why he doesn't care. Not sure if you're new here but the OP has a fetish with white guys.


    So basically he has some deep seated problems. Its one thing to date outside your race. Its another to want to be a different race because people of the race you fetishize don't want you. Still even being much heavier than him I have white guys hitting me up for BBC. I still don't buy that he was ignored. Most likely he was looking for the type of white guys that would prove that he is as desirable as he wants to be.

    OP is a troll, just ignore him. All his threads demean black guys. That's why I have him on ignore.


    Sadly their are many GA black men who hate themselves and other black guys.
  • Matthew56

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    Nov 15, 2014 8:33 PM GMT
    kxd7 said
    muscleboundfem saidWhere the hell do you live. Most white guys won't date black men but they do see us as a sexual fetish. I find it odd that a muscular guy like yourself can't find sex in a dark sex club. Are you chasing after guys who obliviously don't want you? I know you will say you aren't. I have a feeling you are looking for approval and ignoring those who already approve of you.


    I suspect that the people that do give him the approval are non-whites which is why he doesn't care. Not sure if you're new here but the OP has a fetish with white guys.


    It's just black men I am not interested in
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    Nov 15, 2014 10:47 PM GMT
    David3K saidNon-white people bringing themsleves down, chasing after whites only; do you realize you are a disgrace for your race? People like you feed the current gay racial hierarchy. If you valued your own race you would uplift theirs and your own image, but what you do is the complete opposite. I bet you would let a good black men go to be with an old, less than average looking white man. You're giving whites all the power while you position yourself at the bottom of the scale and then have the guts to complain about it! Pathetic.


    for once I agree with you. Thats why I created the Latino thread. Though it went from a thread celebrating latino culture, to one celebrating hot guys. Either way, still a positive one!!!icon_biggrin.gif
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    Nov 15, 2014 11:14 PM GMT
    A gay sex venue is not the place to go to find inner happiness
  • Webster666

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    Nov 16, 2014 12:27 AM GMT
    Oh, lord.
    You're a mess, and it has nothing to do with the color of your skin or your looks.

    Almost everybody on here is SINGLE.

    Hello ?

  • Unnamed6

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    Nov 16, 2014 1:06 AM GMT
    Matthew56 saidLol still feel miserable sucks being a race which is pretty much cast to the gay scrap heap


    But would you want to date a man from a place like Bismarck, North Dakota though?
  • HottJoe

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    Nov 16, 2014 1:20 AM GMT
    Unnamed6 said
    Matthew56 saidLol still feel miserable sucks being a race which is pretty much cast to the gay scrap heap


    But would you want to date a man from a place like Bismarck, North Dakota though?

    Everyone wants a man from Bismark.

    *sigh*
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    Nov 16, 2014 1:34 AM GMT
    kxd7 saidI suspect that the people that do give him the approval are non-whites which is why he doesn't care...

    Plenty of "RJ" whites have given their approval. Basically, OP is either deaf to approval or can never get "enough."