• Snowy1994

    Posts: 9

    Jan 09, 2015 12:35 AM GMT
    Now don't say get help, find friends or some pathetic crap for me to be guilty about because I'll straight up ignore it.

    I have like over 700 Facebook Friends and hardly any seems to care. I met some from high school, from other friends and even through similar interests.

    Guys don't see me as attractive and they scared for some reason. LIFE IS UNFAIR WHICH MEANS NO ONE'S PERFECT K? I love myself and being myself for who I am and FUCK guys that won't respect me for it. I text a guy in a middle of a conversation either from Facebook or apps like Badoo, or anywhere else and they read it and ignores me.

    I suffer from Depression, OCD, ADD, Anxiety, Suicide from the past and other things as well as being raped and teased for being a fem guy. Don't say see a therapist or a doctor because I tried those in the past and only want honest guys only. I'm also from Phoenix so it's hard to meet friends here. I tried going to Starbucks and guys move to another table like I stink like a skunk and people stare at me weird and called not normal or have mental health issues. I did had a bad childhood and still suicidal to this day because I'm not important enough for people.

    THIS IS THE REAL ME ON HOW I FEEL! It sucks being lonely because it seems like my friends can care less for me and I'm only 20 so I'm still learning things and I do love my looks but guys never see that past me since I'm kind hearted and not a sex freak. So, I mainly film TV shows and do commentary on YouTube to help my mom with the bills since I'm mentally unstable and jobs are hard to come by. Not to mention Gay Groups rarely exist here since my mom and I tried looking for them and they weren't all that supportive.
  • MikeW

    Posts: 6082

    Jan 09, 2015 8:43 AM GMT
    Ok, so it sucks being you. What do you want any of us to do about it? I'm not trying to be mean. You've been honest and that's great, good for you. But I'm being honest, too.

    You know, no one is in control of your life but you, right? And if you're not in control of it, or at least have some handle on it, then what can you expect anyone else to do about it?

    I'll tell you one thing for sure, blaming anyone else for your life isn't going to make it better. Or, expecting other people to somehow "fix" you, that won't happen either. Not possible.

    In answer to your OP question, no, I don't get lonely, at least not very often. I am alone A LOT but that doesn't bother me. In fact I prefer it to being around people I have no connection with.
  • LJay

    Posts: 11634

    Jan 09, 2015 6:31 PM GMT
    You should meet Pazzy.
  • SENCGuy1

    Posts: 247

    Jan 09, 2015 7:12 PM GMT
    I think everyone gets lonely from time to time; I know I do. If you'd like to meet people, volunteer. There are many groups who need volunteers so you could choose from whatever interested you most. It's not a panacea but it's a start to having more people to interact with. From that larger pool, hopefully you'll find some friends.
  • davfit

    Posts: 309

    Jan 10, 2015 4:50 AM GMT
    not anymore meaning NO...The power of man is:... "you choose you thoughts" make your internal dialogue positive ,supportive and correct it.. when it isn't...Fall in love... with yourself......
    and your world will turn around ...People should tell us this when we are 5 but they don't.....
  • AMoonHawk

    Posts: 11421

    Jan 10, 2015 5:05 AM GMT
    I ain't gonna lie ... you look like you are maybe 15 years old. Give it time, you'll become more handsome and manly with age and you circle of friends will grow in time. For now just concentrate on your education and beefing up those muscles.
  • davidchill45

    Posts: 56

    Jan 10, 2015 3:47 PM GMT
    QUOTE AUTHOR GOES HEREI have like over 700 Facebook Friends and hardly any seems to care.

    Honestly, I stopped reading after that sentence, because right there is your problem.
  • ZakSayWhat

    Posts: 573

    Jan 10, 2015 4:22 PM GMT
    ye ofc. i have friends. but that doesn't stop me from being lonely.