themightyyule saidSo I have been trying to get my ex to forgive me for breaking up with him (see other posts by me) but he always gave me the silent treatment. Feeling emotionally abused I then went on a 12 hour texting tirade, he responded once telling me to stop. I told him to block me but he never did he subjected himself to my words. I never said anything horrible to him, the worst was calling him a severe narcissist which he then labelled himself on his twitter! Anyway, his cousin said that I am confusing emotional abuse for love. I finally stopped, looked over everything I said, realized I was being a complete asshat/sociopath, apologized and restarted no contact again. I'm wondering, do you guys think he'll EVER forgive me for all of this? I'm just so shocked that after spending 6 months together and being inseparable that he can pull himself away so easily, so casually, as if I was nothing to him, while I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest everyday.
To be honest, no he will never forgive you, looks like he is trying to move on. He sounds just like me, and do what I probably would do and just ignore you. He probably feels that by ignoring you, you'll eventually get the hint and move on as well. He probably didn't block you, because he's too nice of a guy to do such a piety thing, but i'm guessing that his only downfall was that he was too nice of a guy that you eventually took him for granted, and left him.
You already answered your question right there, and by just looking over this it's another standard case of you fucking up, didn't know what you had until you lost it, and now is groveling back. Good news is, least you're not completely inept, in that you realized you lost something well worth your 6 months. Sadly due to the fact that your ex boyfriend has morals, and something called dignity, your chances of rekindling anything is a very slim, like, slim-to-none.
I know my words may sound a bit abrasive, but, I feel it's best to let a person know without all the smoke and mirrors.