[quote] I do because I am black and have black I.e non straight hair cannot go at least two weeks without an haircut [/quote]
In truth, you are quite attractive and have a wonderful body. At you current age, it looks like nothing will change, unless you are starving yourself, but age can make body maintenance much more difficult.
You seem to concentrate on the fact that you are black, but you should know, for example, that I love dark colored men too! I LOVE the contracts of white and black in every situation and detail! Yum!
Anyhow, I am worried if you really are posting this "100" times because depressed people, OCD people, etc. can regularly seek help. If true, please seek counseling.
In contrast but similar, my professional work would cause "perfection syndrome" and it sucks. As an example, my handwriting had to be beautiful, I could make no documentation errors, I could make no calculation errors obviously, etc. It is a stressful life, and chronic stress really is a killer.
Therefore, look in the mirror and say: "I am hot admit, and to many men I will always be hot even if I put on some weight!"
If not, your beautiful insides can start being effective as well.
 McEwen, Bruce S.; Gianaros, Peter J. Central role of the brain in stress and adaptation: Links to socioeconomic status, health, and disease. Ann NY Acad Sci.[online]. 2010. vol. 1186. pp. 190-222. Available from: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2864527/?tool=pmcentrez