IRFire66 saidMaybe you are just too short to have a relationship? I think that's most likely the real culprit here.
But I am cute... Short and cute go well together I thought.
Whoa! there you go, you found something positive about yourself!
I do have a lot of positive, really! Just sometimes I get depressed when I remember things that have happened to me and then get pretty damn negative...
But I have a new approach:
Highly limit dating websites, haven't had any success so I will place a lot less of a premium on it.
Get involved with my university's gay group.
Get involved with Brazilian jiu jitsu groups
Just get involved with a lot of things
Get involved with pride week even
Wear more sarcastic workout clothes/clothes
Just let my bubbly kind personality shimmer through
Then I will find FRIENDSHIPS and from there potentially even get a relationship with someone WORTH being in a relationship with. I seriously think this morning I came to this realization after yesterday being emotionally abused by two people I knew before.
Soooooo new paradigm, be my wonderful eccentric and kind self and just enjoy being me. Keep working out, studying, etc and improving and fuck needing a boyfriend. I actually am awesome so yeah... time to go at it differently.