I am 95% top. I have not bottomed for at least 4 years and even then it was very rarely.
I am envious of total bottoms that seem to love it.
My anxietys are.
Am I clean enough.
Will the condom break if he cums inside me.
He is going too fast and I am not in rhythmn with him.
He is too big.

How can I be a voracious enthusiastic bottom?