Feb 24, 2015 1:49 PM GMT
Guys please help me understand my boyfriend. I know that he loves me and i love him, and we have a serious thing going. Problem is that he is not out yet and it frustrates the hell outta me. We can be all lovie dovie indoors but one step out the door and i mustnt call him "baby", i mustnt sit too close to him in public, i mustnt say the word "gay". Moreover, i mustnt put his pic as my dp on watsapp or anywhere (but he has lotsa stupid questions when i put my friends' pics), and i mustnt mention to anyone that my boyfriend's name is Jake. I get so jealous when my friends hold hands with their partners and setting pics of them on social networks. One friend of mine who was deep in the closet recently came out and said he was inspired by his love for his new boyfriend to just do it. That somehow said to me my boyfriend doesnt love me enough to not care about anyone else and just come out, and we've been dating for some time now. If i even slightly touch on the topic he just goes, "you know how i feel about that, so lets not go there. We are fine the way we are we dont need to show off". Unfortunately im not fine with it. Im starting to feel like our relationship is not really going anywhere because of this... I wonder if i should end it. I dont want to though. It kinda seems like a silly thing to end a relationship over, especially because i know he loves me very much. But at the same time i dont feel like he loves me enoug because of this... Oh Gosh!