Matthew56 saidI still don't feel happy with myself despite the reassurances I get from people on here I still feel ugly and shit all because I am black. Sometimes I wish I could be white/caucasiod in order to be appreciated more in the gay world. I just feel trapped in a black men's body I don't wanna be black I
Well, do a Michael Jackson then, but I suspect once done you'll complain that you wish you were still black appearing, either that or you'll start mutilating yourself like Michael did in order to gain your perceived notions of what white facial features are.
I dunno what to do would be interesting to be white for a day
That's doable. Go to a University with a makeup special effects crew and let them make you temporarily white. Then walk around and enjoy how much you're not only ignored, but simply part of a large mass of humans of a certain colour. You will then discover whites are as discriminating against each other, and reject each other for all kinds of reasons other than skin colour.
You have always had one gigantic, massive, glaring flaw in your reasoning: you think whites don't reject each other.
You've been so busy completely enamored with your angst and anguish you have paid no attention to all the topics on here by white guys who can't get a date with other white guys. [/quote
If they reject them it's only because they are too old over their age limit or not considered to be attractive the latter which can be worked on