extreme depression, anxiety, panics and night tremors.

  • crush09

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    Mar 25, 2015 2:12 AM GMT
    ive been dealing with depression for a while now, but its gotten a lot worse over the past year. Last year i had constant panic attacks and night tremors for almost 3 months straight. I couldnt go to sleep i would lay in bed for hours or i would wake up in the middle of the night to tremors. i would constantly have random melt downs and cry out of no where through out the middle of the day. its exhausting and take so much out of you, i remember praying before bed every night that i wake up cured the next morning, i never would have imagine in my entire life I would ever go through something like this, i just want to make it go away, its gotten so severe that even the tiniest amount of time i have to think, i would start to have anxieties. I want to get professional medical help, but i have no insurance, i barely make enough for ends meet. ive hurt a lot of people because of this, and its driven them away, i depended on them so much, and i get they dont understand how to deal with this so they leave. Ive been pretending like im okay, putting on a smile or showing no emotions, so at least the people i do have left wont leave me. yes i have thought about committing suicide, ive tried to overdose taking lots of recreational substances and a lot of prescribed pills, even huffing to black out. there are still days where it gets unbearable, it went away for a short while but its full blown back for sure.
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    Mar 25, 2015 4:06 AM GMT
    Contact your local gay& lesbian center. A lot of them have free sources that could help, counselors, etc....


    Hope you get well boo boo...
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    Mar 25, 2015 4:30 AM GMT
    Until you can get a handle on figuring out what's causing your problems don't feel bad about using drugs to cope. I was having anxiety attacks and saw a therapist who recommended that I see my doctor for drugs and my doctor gave me a prescription for an anti anxiety drug (something in the Xanax family), which was a huge relief because with it I could sleep at night.
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    Mar 25, 2015 4:33 AM GMT
    Call a crisis hotline and tell them all of this. They can help you get help. You're too cute to be this tortured. icon_sad.gif

    http://www.crisiscallcenter.org/crisisservices.html
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    Mar 25, 2015 7:01 PM GMT
    CODY4U saidYou're too cute to be this tortured. icon_sad.gif


    What does that mean?
  • wellwell

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    Mar 26, 2015 4:19 AM GMT
    I've heard that Prozac can be a miracle-drug, taken in moderation and for a minimum of 2 to 3 weeks to kick-in; and that, orgasms on Prozac are "UNREAL."
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    Mar 26, 2015 4:39 AM GMT
    Hang in there...! Try the places other's have mentioned and don't lose hope... I'm sure you can get help - and you're def NOT ALONE!
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    Mar 27, 2015 10:01 AM GMT
    I am very sorry to hear of your plight. I wish you well and hope you can get on the road to recovery.
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    Mar 28, 2015 5:58 AM GMT
    You need to get some treatment buddy. There's a wide range of antidepressants available- some have anti-anxiety properties which would help treat the depression and anxiety. The good news with depression is that it's treatable and there are a lot of treatment options. Take care of yourself!