I am just so tired and depressed

  • Matthew56

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    Mar 27, 2015 12:48 AM GMT
    Of trying to look good and then it gets thrown in my face I really do feel low and hate being black I am trying so hard to overcome this flaw by working at being attractive to other gay men but because I am black my efforts are in vain. I just really wish I was white white gay men I do not think you know how lucky you won the racial lottery

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    Mar 27, 2015 1:00 AM GMT
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    Mar 27, 2015 2:23 AM GMT
    I'm tired of seeing you post the same sob story. I went from feel said for you and slowly progressed to annoyed. What is your deal anyway? You have been posting the same threads for months. What are you planning to achieve by constantly whinning about being black and unattractive? Obviously you won't find whatever it is you have been looking for here for the last like year on these threads. You need to seek like professional help instead of crying on RJ because I know I'm not the only one over your pity parties.... Just sayin
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    Mar 27, 2015 3:03 AM GMT
    Matthew56 saidI am just so tired and depressed
    Yeah, we know.

    Now stop being such a buzzkill and go do something cool.

    You look fucking hot. You have no excuse to be such a debbie downer.
  • AMoonHawk

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    Mar 27, 2015 3:22 AM GMT
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  • Matthew56

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    Mar 27, 2015 6:35 AM GMT
    [quote][cite]paulflexes said[/cite]
    Matthew56 saidI am just so tired and depressed
    Yeah, we know.

    Now stop being such a buzzkill and go do something cool.

    You look fucking hot. You have no excuse to be such a debbie downer.[/quote


    Erm that may be in your eyes but my skin colour is still a problem in terms of attracting men
  • Rene_Aensland

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    Mar 27, 2015 6:36 AM GMT
    If you hate yourself that much just kill yourself. =]
    You might end up white in the next life.
    Try it a few times 'til you get it "right."

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    Mar 28, 2015 5:25 PM GMT
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    When the sack of shit bon_salieri stops lying about me, stops harrassing me, referencing me, addressing me, etc., so will stop my postings about him into threads where he has posted, warnings to anyone unsuspecting the truth about him as shown in screenshots of his own words. If he stops, I’ll stop. It is that simple..

    Bon_bon last abused on Thursday Feb 26, 2015 3:20 PM here:
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    And now he has again initiated the attack here
    http://www.realjock.com/gayforums/4026584/ on Mar 28, 2015 9:33 AM

    He starts off as a charming flatterer knowing people find that fun
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    He makes it seem like he wants to suck your cock
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    But all he wants to do is piss on you
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    Anyone who supports that anti-Semite is scum.

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    Mar 29, 2015 8:10 PM GMT
    The growing issue for everyone is the class issue not the race issue. White, black, hispanic , minorities it does not matter. Growing global issues and constraints will be making it more difficult for everyone. Take care of yourself, family and the people close to you. Do not be worried or concerned as much about other people. Relevancy is important.
  • Matthew56

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    Apr 01, 2015 8:34 PM GMT
    homejames saidThe growing issue for everyone is the class issue not the race issue. White, black, hispanic , minorities it does not matter. Growing global issues and constraints will be making it more difficult for everyone. Take care of yourself, family and the people close to you. Do not be worried or concerned as much about other people. Relevancy is important.


    Of course it's about race in the gay world
  • MikemikeMike

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    Apr 02, 2015 4:27 PM GMT
    Matthew, name meaning gift from God. You are going down a very negative path in your mind! Turn around go back in the opposite direction. One toward love, self acceptance and self esteem. You listed your body as average in your profile. It is athletic to muscular. Look at your ABs! Change that nowicon_exclaim.gif. Not sure how things are in the UK, I was only there once years ago and it was for work and only a week, But in the US I don't think you would feel this way unless you brought that negative self hating attitude with you.
    Now turn it out stick it out even white boys gotta shout. Baby got back!!! Compliments of Sir Mix A Lot.

    Its been said time and time again, if you don't love yourself how can you expect anyone else to???

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    Mar 04, 2016 7:17 AM GMT
    MikemikeMike saidMatthew, name meaning gift from God. You are going down a very negative path in your mind! Turn around go back in the opposite direction. One toward love, self acceptance and self esteem. You listed your body as average in your profile. It is athletic to muscular. Look at your ABs! Change that nowicon_exclaim.gif. Not sure how things are in the UK, I was only there once years ago and it was for work and only a week, But in the US I don't think you would feel this way unless you brought that negative self hating attitude with you.
    Now turn it out stick it out even white boys gotta shout. Baby got back!!! Compliments of Sir Mix A Lot.

    Its been said time and time again, if you don't love yourself how can you expect anyone else to???

    Rupauls favorite tag line!


    Well said. I totally agree.