Musicman91 saidI just feel trapped and alone. I had to leave school for finical reasons and I am working a dead end job that I hate more and more as the days go by. I have nobody I can talk to. I just feel trapped and the walls are closing in on me.
I feel the only ways to escape are death or just packing a bag and leaving. And I don't know where to go.
I was once in a similar situation but handled it differently. I took night classes and got a trade school certificate in industrial electronics which greatly boosted my income. Then, I took night courses for six consecutive years working towards my degree. After that, having saved enough money, I quit my job, became a full-time student, and got my degree in one year.
There are ways out of your situation, but it will take time and effort. If you take night classes while working full-time, you will be much to busy to think about personal problems. Explore all reasonable options and choose the one that seems most likely to succeed. In any case, it is not hopeless unless you treat it as hopeless.