The point: I want the full benefits of pleasure from the cock I'm getting pounder by. I want hands free like how I use to ride my bike. But that's not the case. I have to jerk throughout the whole thing because if I don't the pain. Thinking about my sweet spots, I usually enjoy the area outside the anus. Not so much inside. And that's the problem. I'm not a true btm if I can't cum handsfree. (Or at least in my opinion)

So the question I'm getting at is, how can I enjoy anal hands free. What practices (if any) should I be undergoing.

And no I can't locate my prostate for the life of me. Or maybe it's as stubborn as I am a taurus. Smh