Jan 26, 2009 4:32 PM GMT
Here is the deal. 2 weeks ago I moved to Lexington, KY to go to college here. I live in the dorms and so I have gotten to know a lot of people. I hang out with them in our floors lobby all the time and we have lots of chats and whatnot. Well, in the last 15 days, 4 girls have come onto me (not to sound cocky...im not, lol im freakin out). One of these girls is smokin hot so we exchanged numbers and we been textin and who knows what wil happen. But the other 3 I have no interest in at all. Now, typically I would have no problem bein like, sorry honey, i play for the other team, but here is the predicament. My brother and all his friends are always around, and I am not out to my brother for various reasons. And I dont plan on being out to him when we are together all the time. I couldnt handle him being upset with me. So, WTF do I tell these girls? I cant keep making up excuses. Like right now this girl is textin me like "you were so cute last night when we were watchin family guy in the lobby". So I said "haha nah ur jus makin that up". Cuz i dont wanan be like "oohhh ur cute too". That would be leading her on. I consider myself gay, and I have never in my life seen so many hot guys. They are ALL OVER this campus. Seriously. But when I saw Ashley (the one thats smokin hot), it struck up that "bi" side of me. To sum it up, I'd rather be with a guy, but I cant tell Im gay because A my brother is here and B waht if me and Ashley hit it off? And at the same time how do I let these other girls down easily? I'm at a loss, and usually I can figure these things out.