Try to think of it like this: like minded people are attracted to each other by their commonality. Now, ask yourself a very truthful question: other than a pee pee, what would you have in common with someone such as me? There comes a point where you need to accept that your wish is more of a delusion / fantasy, than anything. True, there may be a chubby chaser, but, they likely won't be on this site. And, true, there may be some big, fat, strong guys, too, but, unless you're active, chances are a real jock is not going to be attracted to you. That's no being cruel. That's the way of The World. Now, you get to decide if you want to take personal responsibility for your health, and become a real jock, or not. Do you have the discipline, focus, patience, persistence, and drive to change to become better? Do you have the where with all to accept that you have a personal responsibility for your own health? You should. You need to educate yourself (you do it yourself) around wellness. Exercise, and good diet, is a powerful tool in having sound physical and mental health. Do you have the ambition to change? Do you have the strength to change? Life is to be lived. Live it.