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    Jun 08, 2015 5:10 PM GMT
    I don’t think anyone has a formula on how to fall in love the right way. There are far too many variables. For starters, I am not perfect. My imperfections give me character, in fact, I was told they are there to make my character more believable.
    My biggest flaw, I am afraid. Afraid that the person I will lose my heart to will have such a love for self that they constantly fill it with an obsessive need for attention or affection. Not just mine, but the entire world.

    Pictures used to be special. They used to mean the emotion of the moment, frozen and forever etched in time as the best smile that day had to offer. But now they are simple statements. What you wanted to eat, where you wanted to go, random times to get close to someone and who knows if I actually know you but hey you are attractive so get in here.

    But the worst photo of all, are the ones you take knowing someone is going to get hurt. I don’t mean a picture of a dare, or an accident that was uncontrollable, I just mean the false face people make to hurt the heart of someone who they know loves them.

    Certainly we can argue that an individual who captures the image cannot be held responsible for the response of another’s heart. How one sees the image and how the heart reacts to that moment in time does not rest on the shoulders of the third party. Well I would simply be inclined to revisit my initial statement, “the person I lose my heart to…” In my head, my affection was not given over willingly. The spur of the moment, which for whatever reason, cause my needs and my desires to intertwine and materialize into something that today we call Love. The preparations that I underwent these 20 odd years of life, had not prepared me for such an exchange of assets. To me, my heart has become a liability and the price I am paying for its loss, doesn’t seem to be covered in any of my insurance clauses.
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    Jun 08, 2015 5:19 PM GMT
    zsb313 saidTo me, my heart has become a liability and the price I am paying for its loss, doesn’t seem to be covered in any of my insurance clauses.

    Do you have an Obamacare policy?
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    Jun 08, 2015 11:36 PM GMT
    naw I'm still holding on to the George W. Bush one lol