Nov 21, 2015 4:28 PM GMT
Just for the record, so far I've only had sex twice.Before doing anything sexual, I used to imagine how I was a bottom and how much I liked feeling powerless in some strong masculine top's hands. But during my first time, it felt painful and not as pleasant as I'd been imagining it. But the thought of being a top doesn't turn me on at all. I do get turned on by watching porn videos and hot beefcakes and I'm totally gay but still, I can't truly say what I like better. Can anyone give me any advice? Thank you.