Dec 18, 2015 6:55 PM GMT
Throughout my life I've had many set backs. Just the last 2 weeks alone has been nothing but unfortunate events involving a death of a close friend and receiving news of failing a drug test for a job with the city disqualifying me from employment (despite a 3+ year process involving a $200 investment toward it). Yes a clean slate can easily be whiped out for such pettiness. I digress that even though Im down and out at the moment, I feel within myself a strength that overcomes all obstacles. I have a strong soul that is bonded with something much more. Everything that I have to face in this reality seems small and for the most part silly. People set unrealistic standards all the time and dont really see the full spectrum. I believe this is why most of us cannot connect with one another. I dont follow religion as I have concluded that most of it is misleading. But there is definitely much more than what is set before our eyes. I take my loses and cherish all the things I gain from this life. But I do so in a state of numbness, not feeling the turbulance throughout the ride. Im sorry if this comes off as a tangent. Just have so much to get off my chest.