Break up...

  • GayDay27

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    Jan 01, 2016 7:39 PM GMT
    Hello...

    I broke up with my boyfriend on the 28th of December,we've been together for almost 4 months...The reason we argued the first time was that I made an account on a gay dating app to see if he still uses it or not and it appeared that he was using it...I asked him what's the use of it and he told me that he was just looking around and I believed him....a few hours later he brought up it again into disscution and he assumed that I was just wanting to look for another guy or something more than him...I told him what my reason was *I deleted the account immediately that I seen his profile* ,but he was just pushing the idea that I am not commited to him...that was happening on 24th of December and then he stopped talking to me,I texted him and told him what my feelings are ,that I love him and he is enough for me ,but he ignored me ...I even texted his best friend to tell him that we had a fight and he just refuses to talk to me....Between 25th and 27th of December he just texted me : Do not disturb me or anyone,you are making a big deal and then on 28 th of December he just texted me in order to break up with me...

    I really do not understand his attiude ,it made me feel like shit,I did not even do something on NYE ,cause the plans were to be with him and everybody was busy and so on...

    Right now I just can't figurite it out,all the memories of us come back to me ,I want to text him ,I miss him ,but he was fuking clear...he does not me in his life anymore and because I love him i respect his decision even if I do not understand it .I have tried everything to make him communicate ,to make him understand how much I love him...but no....

    I am a mes...
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    Jan 01, 2016 7:45 PM GMT
    Sorry!

    Seems like moving on is the only option but it gets better with time. I have been there and came out wreck then but time is a wonderful potion, it can it can fade even the prickliest of experience. Sometimes, you are even thankful that the break up happened and one day, you would even stop thinking about it.
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    Jan 01, 2016 8:12 PM GMT
    Huggs
    best we can do...you're 19 (14 in RJ years) and it was 4 months...try and take comfort that in 5 years you'll look back and laugh at yourself.
  • GayDay27

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    Jan 01, 2016 8:33 PM GMT
    I know that the time is the best healear,but it is hard ,because it came quick as fuck ,we were travelling together two weeks ago and so on....I am supposed to learn for university and was barely able to do the normal things ...
    It feels strange ,I have an empty space in my soul and confusing feelings...