walker0229 saidLooking to meet new friends, buddy's
Finding life difficult since finding out my status
Most guys I've told ,just walk away or make a nice excuse
So let's just chat and see how things go
I don't know what it's like in Chesterfield, but in big cities like London HIV is 1 in 8. You certainly are not alone.
To avoid that kind of rejection search Adam4Adam (for example) men who are POZ, POZ Undetectable or "no answer" as a lot of guys don't want to put that on a profile. I once calculated that this site has 2% who admit to being HIV POZ. Point being this is NOT a HIV friendly site. There is a lot of prejudice here, don't expect much support.
Have you started anti-virals yet? There is no reason to wait anymore. The benefits to your health start the earlier YOU start. And it greatly reduces your chances of infecting someone. Even if you sero-sort with other POZ men knowing you are non-infectious is a great feeling.