Back At It Again...He's Trying to Play The Role of Forbidden Fruit...

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    Apr 26, 2016 2:52 AM GMT
    Its been 21 years since I've known this guy I'll call Lite Brite (straight as a fuckin' arrow, BTW)...for those familiar, it means a high yellow black man who thinks is hella fine, to the core...Lite Brite is about 300#, solid muscle and he can be a loveable bully, when he's being a kid at heart...I will give him this, when you do right him and what's his, he will have your back. He even trusted me enough to babysit his firstborn...

    I've been crazy about him for a minute, even with my on-again (he knows about Lite Brite and doesn't sweat him, he's a Bel Ragazzo, too) and while my man was my first, he was my puppy crush who happens to be older than I (10 years & b'day is literally 2 weeks apart; we buried my grandfather on his said b'day; so for those who, to an extent, should understand where I'm coming from). I recall a time we were playing football, I went open for the ball, caught it, and Lite Brite came at me like a steam train! He didn't knock or run me over, he just caught me in a bear hug that was enough to squeeze the life out of me...hook, line and sinker, he used the power of his charm to slightly woo me with that bear hug; now, add a carbon copy of a son (like looking in a mirror!) I had no problem in babysitting, for he's always been my Lil' Trooper. Once he showed me a picture of what he looked like when he was little, compared to my Lil' Trooper, I fell in love with that & saw that he was using his charm on me again! Now, he knew/knows that I'm gay; he knows he can have pussy anyway he can get it and he used some of that charm to get me riled up, hot and bothered and then dip out, to run the streets...

    I've had to lean on him a few times for pouring his charm on me and it never dawned on me, that these are people's favorite 6 words in a sentence..."I dunno what you're talking about." Typical response when you lean on them...

    Am I crazy to feel that way about this man (I have to admit, teenage puppy crush crazy with some control), knowing he knows that he can STILL woo me, flirtatiously, with his charm? Or should I see Lite Brite as the Forbidden Fruit and still be able to steal a kiss & see it go no where?
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    Apr 26, 2016 2:56 AM GMT


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    Apr 26, 2016 1:54 PM GMT
    bigger question; how come you've not moved on with your life and dismiss him auto magic like.
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    Apr 26, 2016 2:57 PM GMT
    pellaz saidbigger question; how come you've not moved on with your life and dismiss him auto magic like.


    What part of the detailed connections did you miss? Truthfully, I've moved on; when you've someone who has a piece of your heart, entrusted you with the babysitting of his firstborn, those are generally feelings you do not sweep under the rug...
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    Apr 26, 2016 8:54 PM GMT
    18agnoLooTFeihC said... Truthfully, I've moved on...
    smile and just pass him in the hall way.
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    Apr 27, 2016 2:14 AM GMT
    Am I a "light bright"
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    Apr 27, 2016 5:34 PM GMT
    It's probably time to move on from it. 21 years is a long time for something to not have maturated.

    This is kinda why I believe every perso should move atleast once, preferably twice in their life....Far from wherever they started. When you keep seeing the same people from 10-20 years ago, it keeps bringing up those same memories and emotions. It's harder to let go if you keep seeing them.