Sexually, straight guys have all the attraction for me as women. Which is another way of saying: NONE.
Although strangely, that was one of my early "warning signs" that something was building up inside me. I was sitting at a big conference table one day, for a meeting chaired by an Army General. All the participants were Colonels and Lt. Colonels.
And a particularly handsome and young looking guy was seated to my right. Suddenly I involuntarily lunged toward him to kiss his cheek! To this day I'm not sure why, my best guess being that my suppressed (and still unknown to me) gayness was boiling over.
Well, kissing another Colonel in front of the General and all the other Officers would have been not only a career ender, but a chargeable offense. I stopped myself inches from his face, and instead pivoted down to the floor, exclaiming I had dropped a pen. To disguise my lurch at him as a function of that movement. Nobody commented.
There was yet another later meeting at that table where I was tempted to kiss another Colonel, but I felt the urge early enough to suppress it. Less than a year later I retired, and a few months after that I came out. All my interests since then being with other gay guys, no straights.
BTW, almost all the Colonels and Lt. Colonels were in gorgeous shape. All in our 40s, as I was, you had to stay in great physical condition for retention and promotion purposes.
There were mandatory weight tests and physical fitness tests we all had to pass (I would "MAX" my test, sometimes 2 tests back-to-back when I was training my college ROTC cadets). Only the General Officers got a pass on a lot of that, but even they were in pretty impressive shape. Forget the Hollywood movie portrayals.