giodude saidI'm quite bitter, ingeneral and in terms of a 19 yea old
Most of it comes from being gay. Not with the orientation itself, but with the "community" that comes with it. I would rather face a bunch of homophobes than a group of gay men. I really wish I wasn't gay.
dude you have to realize those aren't everyone, those are just the ones that are drawn to the very limited culture centers we have
being young we don't have the greatest means to effect substantial change but that has to be the fire under our ass to make this place better for the next gen men's men so they don't know the perils we know.
there are millions of guys like us who don't experience a particular kinship with those in the gay community of today and with more visibility to one another as is slowly happening, we will grow in strength...and one day we will command a power of relaxed bliss so strong that men who are even a little bit bi will thank god for this because they no longer need ot be involved with a woman, and they will be graced and celebrated for marrying another dude. the gay community is a reflection and consequence of the way gay began to be talked about again after corrupt world leaders buried it for two thousand years. The first personifications exploited the feminine guys and the discourse has yet to recover its balance in truth.
The fact is the perception of gaydar if it is based in anything but actual communication of interest, is an illusion because mannerisms are not unique to the gay cream--many straight men are feminine. We confuse gender identity with love persuasion and only we can change this.
allow everyone to stand in the potential of the highest good before you cast aside groups of people with your blanket statements.
We have to clear up the discussion and bring forth culture that embodies our dimensions, to take our domain and make it our territory, and the only way we will know peace is if we do it while upholding the dignity and unique nature of the other incarnations in our midst. We are given a canvas that is not blank, but comes with preconceived notions. The best we can do is manifest with the most strength.
Never allow your bitterness to cause a drop in your self worth because it is your goodness and the resilience of its survival that will make this place sick as fuck for our later years and most importantly the youths of those yet to be conceived.