Jun 20, 2016 1:10 PM GMT
It was really tough for me to come out late last summer to my family and friends knowing I've been gay all my life. Luckily I'm happy that all my friends and accept me for who I am. So that was half of the battle for me finally done. The other half is that I have not dated in years since I was 18. Now I'm in a very brink situation trying to explore this whole thing between trying meet new people and my overly occupied work schedule. I get lucky to get out once a month to go explore the gay life and try to some new people. But unfortunately I got very little success. I sometimes say to myself what's wrong with me. Maybe I'm just letting myself get overloaded with work and stuff and finding love at the same time. I'm hoping by this fall that work schedule will be reduced and try to get out more often and meet some new people in my life instead of trying to battle and torture myself in between work and having a social life. I'm just to the point that I'm just done overworking myself and feeling like I'm not achieving anything special in my life.