Over the counter prohormones are now basically the same as steroids. Before anyone flames me for that statement, have a read of this article.http://www.muscletalk.co.uk/article-otc-steroids.aspx
It's very very very important that you restore your hormonal balance after taking steroids.http://www.muscletalk.co.uk/article-post-cycle-treatment.aspx
Lastly 'big muscle' is hot as hell, but taking hormones to achieve it obviously
carries some health risks.
The 'sportsmans' high carb and veg diet combined with lots and lots of cardio vascular exercise gives you a body shape which is healthy, sustainable and still sexy...
Lastly, steroids don't really help with fat loss, just muscle gain. Plus you have to be in calorie surplus to gain muscle by taking steroids. You could consider an ECA stack as an appetite suppressant, but I think they're horrid.